♡~ Tubbo + Tommyinnit ~ Oneshots ~♡

"Were here for you"

Tw:
• Self harm
• Abuse
• Alcohol
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Summary: Sleepy bois meet up, They find out tubbo self harms.

(Not edited, sorry"

Tubbo runs over to his mom, "mum?"
"What do you want, peice of shit?"
"I-I was wondering if I could go hang out with my friends tommorow, for a week?"

"Im not taking you, the only reason im allowing you to go is cause I dont fucking want you here. Now go get me another beer"

Tubbo walked to the fridge and came back, his mother took it, then slapped him
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE"

Tubbo let out a tear, but it was full of joy, 'I can finally escape'

The next morning

Tubbo packed a bag, 8 shirts, 4 hoodies, 8 pairs of jeans, essentials (toothbrush, toothpaste, etc), laptop, charger, phone.

He looked around his room, and he saw it
'Should I take it?'
Tubbo walked over to the counter, and grabbed the razor blade.

He held it tight.
He put it in a bag, and threw it in his suitcase.
He rolled up his sleeve, and looked at all the cuts, old, new, fresh, theres dry blood all over them.

He pulled his sleeve back down, took his suitcase and ran outside.

A car pulled up
"AY!!!! TUBBOOO!"
Tommy yelled loudly
Tubbo smiled, and got in the car
"Thanks for picking me up Tommys dad"
"No problem"

Tommy hugged Tubbo "I missed you!"
Tubbo smiled yet again "I missed you tooooo"

Tommy let go but Tubbo wouldnt
"Stop being so clingy Tubbo"

The bee boy knew it was a joke, and instead of letting go hugged him tighter.

Tommy smiled and hugged Tubbo back, "want to listen to Able Sister with me?"
"Sure"

Tommys dad shook Tubbo and Tommy awake, "come on boys, were here"

They walked into the apartment, Tommy's dad waving them goodbye

They went to Wilburs room.
"Anything you want to talk about before we go in" Tommy asked
Tubbo shook his head no and hugged Tommy, making sure to not put much pressure on his wrists.
They knocked on the door, and a tall british man opened "Tubbo, Tommy!"
They saw a brunette wall up behind Wilbur
"Hallo"
They recognized the weird monotone voice
"BIG W! BIG T!"
Tubbo stood behind Tommy, holding his hand.
Tommy squeezed Tubbos hand, giving him a sense of comfort.

Tubbo smiled at them
"Are my children here?" Phil asked from the back
"Hi phil!" Tubbo yelled
"Hello Will, Techno"

All of them gathered in the living room.
"Are any of you hungry?"
"Oooo could i have some crisps?" Tubbo asked, he hadnt had anything to eat in 2 days, and he saw them when he walked in

"Of course!"
The all talked Tubbo snacking on the crisps, sharing with Tommy

Its just started, its the next day

Tubbo woke up, getting off the guest bed him and Tommy were taking turns using.

He noticed it was only 4 am
But he knew he couldnt go back to sleep.

Tubbo grabbed his suitcase and walked into the restroom.

He closed the door, forgetting to lock it.

He brushed his teeth, did his hair, changed into black jeans.
While looking for his light blue hood, he found a bag.

The bag

He pulled it out. Opening it and taking the razor blade.
He rolled up his sleeves
'Useless'
'Nobody cares'
'You dont matter'
The thoughts were clouding his mind
He cut on a clean space he had been saving.
He cut in total 10 times, 5 on each arm, spreading out his pain.
He hissed in pain, washing his arms in the sink.
The blood flowed off his arms.
He took out the bandages he got, and wrapped up his arms.
He didnt have many, so he used toilet paoer aswell.
He cleaned up, and went out.
It was 8 am.
'How did time go by so fast?'
Tommy woke up from the floor.
"Yo Toob"
Tubbo smiled at the nickname, "help me uo will ya?"
Tubbo stretched out his arm.
Tommy grabbed his hand and pulled himself up.
"AH!" Tubbo yelled
Tommy shocked, looked at tubbo concerned
"Ahhh, sorry, im..... sore?"
He tried to lie, he's never been good at it.

Tommy reached his hand out to tubbos hand, pulling it up softly.
Tubbos eyes went wide, and he jerked his arm back
"Tubbo, let.me see your arm, please"

Tubbo shook his head
"Tubbo please" Tommy's eyes were tearing up.
Tubbo was crying and he lifted his arm to tommy.
Tommy carefully touched tubbos hand, and pulled his sleeve up.
"Tubbo?" Tommys voice broke

Tubbo collapsed
He saw crying, Tommy comforted him, hugging him.
"Its okay, I got you"
Phil, and Wilbur walked into the Room, technoblade close behind
"What happened"
Tommy and tubbo were crying into eachother hugging tightly
Phil saw tubbos bandaged arm
"Tubbo?"

Tubbo sobbed, loudly "IM SORRY!"

he yelled, hickuping into Tommy's shoulder
Phil Wilbur and techno understood.

They all hugged him, "were here, you're okay" Techno spoke, his monotone voice, filled with worry.

After an hour of hugging Tubbo calmed down.

"Im sorry, I ruined everything"
"No you didnt Tubbo, you only make everything better" Tommy spoke, playing with Tubbos hair.
They were in the living room now, Techno sitting on the couch next to them, Phil and Wilbur making food.
"Why?" Wilbur asked "Why did you...?"
"Alot of reasons"

"Do you wanna say them? You dont have to...?" Techno asked

"No.... I just want to sit with you all"

They smiled
"Were here for you Tubbs"