JASONS POV:
I slammed my fist into the wall in anger, wincing at the sudden pain that shot through my hand.
"Fuck!" I hissed, running my fingers through my hair, pulling at the ends in frustration.
My mind raced, replaying the last few minutes over and over again in my head.
What the fuck have you done?!
I haven't done anything
You beat the shit out of her
She deserved it
No she didnt
She wouldn't listen to me!
You pointed a GUN at her!
I didn't use it...
were you going to?
.......no.....
Liar, you wouldn't have picked it up if you weren't going to
I didn't mean to! I was just angry.
I thought the famous Jason Mccann
didn't make mistakes
Shut up!
you're a ruthless killer McCann! or did you forget? why feel so guilty about hitting HER?
Because!.....
it's business, that's the only reason she's here.
Its not!
what is it then?
I dont!.. nothing, I dont know...
I groaned, throwing my phone at the wall in anger, causing it to smash into pieces.
FUCK SAKE!
I rubbed circles into my temples, trying to calm myself down.
I really, really REALLY, need a fucking cigarette.
Why do I feel so guilty? I've hit hundreds of people, killed even more and I've never given it a second thought, let alone feeling bad about it. So why does it bother me so much!
"Why has she got such a hold on me!" I hissed to myself, rubbing my hands over my face in frustration.
I took two deep breaths in, pinching the bridge of my nose, before turning on my heel and walking up the stairs.
YOU ARE READING
complicated
RomanceWhen Lauren, daughter of one of Americas most notorious gangsters, is kidnapped by his rival Jason McCann, neither one of them could have imagined that they would have fallen for the other.
