letting go

jocks

you know those days where you wake up and in the back of your head of someone is saying go back to sleep.this time its more than exhaustion but a feeling that today will be the worst day of your life and you should probably cancel it.that's how I feel about this week and I don't know why.

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''hey Tyler'' a crowd of girls in generally really tight tops say as they skip by me and Tyler, not noticing me.

when we were far enough I mimicked the girls behavior pushing out my chest twirling my hair and saying 'hey Tyler' with a obnoxiously nasal tone in my voice.he laughed and walked around to my locker opening it for me.I would ask how he knew my combination but he is after all Tyler so I shrugged it off.

a note fell out of my locker ,Tyler bent to pick it up and handed it to me.

''hoes get caught honey'' the note read and Tyler looked over my shoulder and grabbed it out of my hand.

''what the fuck is this'' Tyler says reading it.

''what the fuck is what '' Chris says as she walks around the corner.

''some dick slipped this note into Eric's locker'' Tyler says handing it to Chris.

''Eric are you OK '' Chris says looking at me.

''i'm fine guys probably some freshman playing a joke or something'' i say pulling the note from Chris' hand and crushing it up.

''that not OK,it's just like the first time'' Chris says pulling my arm.

''oh my god guys it's not that serious I am fine lets just go to our classes'' I say rolling my eyes and putting my bag in my locker and looking at my face in the little mirror I put there in the beginning of the year.i close the door and start walking away as Tyler walks up behind me.i feel weird as he glances over to me again and again while we walk down the hall.i push my hair in front of my face to hide the scarlet color that is growing on my cheeks.

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i walked down the hallway by myself finally convincing tyler that i was ok and he could go hang out with his annoying friends.At this moment i was regretting that descison as louis started walking down the hallway in my direction with the soccer team on his trail with niall no where to be seen.

''hows life whore'' he says simply as if it was my name.

''i am not a whore and if you are going to continue talking to me that way you can kindly get out of my face'' i say attempting to walk around him.

''you're not getting rid of me that easily eric.....you really thought this was over'' he says chuckling and towering over me.

''no in fact i did not think you were done with me but if you are going to try to start shit i might as well finish it for you'' i say standing up straighter.

"Is that so...you can't do anything you're too nice, too scared, too....moral" he said.

I knew it was true but i didn't ,and wasnt going to allow any disrespect to be put towards me.

"We all know why you're mad louis...you cant have me i'd be pretty mad too if someone shut me down like that my ego would be pretty hurt ,is your ego hurt louis ?".

He looked at me for a few minutes before turning away.i sighed in relief .if he kept coming at me i wouldn't be able to handle it.

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AN: my laptop broke,state tests,zayn left one direction,zayn got a piercing,elounour is over,zayn cut his hair,louis and naughty boy drama

This is why i haven't updated....yep