letting go

The Beginning

''I got a pocket ,got a pocket,full of sunshine I-''

''Shut up Eric ! You can't sing now get out of the shower dumb ass I want to go see Harry !!''

I step out the shower and open the door my sister standing there with an annoyed look on her face.

''Why so hostile lil sis'' how ironic seeing as if she's like a foot taller than me.

''Get out the way'' Chris says pulling me out the door way and into the hallway.

''If I broke a limb I would have sued you''.I say walking towards my room.

she chuckles ''You know we're broke'' .

I groan when I see how messy it is in my room. how am I going to find clothes in all that. Me and Chris are going to some summer party that the guys planned. It's not a big deal since they have one every week during the summer but Chris seems  excited..I find a floral crop top ,high-waisted black shorts ,stockings and keds.I start looking around for my flower crown but I can't find it. Chris walks into the room fully dressed in acid washed shorts and a shirt that says "If I got a dollar every time someone called me ugly, I'd be poor cuz I'm perfect''.I look up at her.

''why are you lying to yourself and what do you want''

''flat iron my hair please''

''no you know what happens when I do anything hair related and your hair is so long and we only have like ten minutes,ask Harry to do it.''

she blushes then walks out the room I run after her.

''stop don't tell me you like harry'' I say surprised she shrugs and starts brushing her hair.

''oh my god it is an apocalypse Chris Bel has feelings everyone ! Chris Bel likes someone! Oh my god I'm getting y'all together''. I say jumping on her bed.

''ha,what do you know about relationships yours never work ,you're the last one I would go to for help''

''bitch'' the bell rings and I go to answer it.

''well hello Harry'' I say the last part louder so Chris can hear.

she comes out the room practically running and I almost say aw at the smile Harry gives her.

''well I'm going to start the car since I guess we're car pooling''. I laugh when they don't even respond they're just talking to each other.

I head down stairs to my baby,my Cadillac escalade,I had it since I was sixteen.it seats about seven people and since there are only three cars in our group of friends Harry's,mine,and Tyler's I try my best never end up in Tyler's car.I hate that guy with a passion but the guys obviously think he's cool so i don't say anything.speak of the devil..

''you're Louis friend right? '' Tyler says taking a drag of his cigarette and drinking something I am sure is not water from a water bottle.

''yea...umm I don't think that's healthy especially if you're driving to the party'' he gives me a look as if i just said the dumbest thing in the world.

''It takes allot to get me drunk''

''Well can you at least put the cigarette out''

''What you don't like it '' he said blowing directly in my face.''you don't smoke ,you don't drink,you don't have tattoos were you and Chris even raised together because she's way better than you are,matter of fact how are you and zayn together''.

''Me and Zayn are together cause we love each other,and me and Chris are sisters but we are two different people we are adopted anyway''.such a dick wad.

''what happened to your parents?''he says sounding like he actually cared.

''my dad was drunk and he was driving and him and my mom died when a truck hit their car'' this is not something I tell everyone but it just came out.

''that sucks'' some people would've said I'm so sorry and gave me sympathy.in all reality i never understood why people said sorry what ,are you the cause behind my parents death or something.

''it does'' i respond.

''after like two years of knowing each other and seeing each other every time our group hangs out together I have never talked with you''.he says looking at me.

''cause I don't like you'' I say without thinking .my eyes go wide when i realize what i just said.''I'm sorry i didn't mean it''

''you did mean it but no women can resist me for long''

''two years strong, I think i can go an other two''

''you'll eat your words ''

zayn an steph come down stairs both out of breath and sweating.

''babe are you OK,why'd you run down here''

''I wanted to see you'' he says before kissing me intensely.i smile he's so sweet sometimes i wonder why everyone think he's self-centred.

''we should get going,ill call chris''.

''im here'' she says.''whos going with who''.

with that the group is split up.harry and Chris in his car,Tyler and steph in Tyler's car,and the rest of the lads in my car.''well meet at the clearing near Richmond high park,me and Niall are gonna go get the food and you guys get the drinks'' i say walking to my car.''legoo'' Chris screams out the window we all laugh and drive out the parking lot in front of our building.

''can i choose the food'' Niall begs and we all laugh.

''don't let him get too much sweets or hell go crazy''liam says.

Louis sat in the back seat pouting.

''whats wrong Louis?" I ask

''I usually go in Harry's car''

''Its just for today don't worry'',i say reassuring him with a smile.

damn these guys are weird but I love them.