letting go

till death

''What the fuck'' is what i hear before jumping off Tyler's cold body.

''so this is why you told me no- because you were fucking Tyler in tents and shit ! '' Louis say standing over us.

''Louis keep it down,you'll wake them up'' I say trying to calm him down. Why is he so mad its not like i told him i don't have time for him or something.

''Louis shut up I'm trying to go to sleep''Tyler says facing the wall of the tent.i would've killed him for that.

''shut up Tyler no one is fucking talking to you''Louis says growling.

''watch your mouth ,you know i wont hesitate kill you''tyler says simply walking out the tent.

''OK then fight until one of us dies the living one gets the girl'' Louis with the most serious face Louis could have.

''what ! no i don't have time to be driving to hospitals,you guys need to calm down'' i say pleading

''okay lets go '' Tyler says getting ready.

Tyler is a pretty small bloke but i wouldn't underestimate him.the rest of the lads come out to see what all the commotion is about.they're kind of late seeing as if this was a real emergency we would all be dead.they all look between me and the guys fighting covered in leaves and anything else that covers the floors.Chris gets the popcorn that we bought sits down and watches.she offers me some and i sit by her side taking her phone to record this .the lads at first try to get them off of each other but give up. Harry sits by Chris with an arm around her. They're together and I'm happy for Chris this is the first time she's ever shown any type of human affection to anyone. My eyes go back to the fight where Louis now has a swollen eye and his mouth is filled with blood.Tyler looks just as bad but hes used to fighting from what i know .

''stop now you dumb fucks'' i say walking over to them

i don't usually go to violence as an answer but i think it was necessary.i grab Louis by the collar and pull him off with one hand and when Tyler  tries to go after him i push him to the ground.he pulls me down on top of him.

''you owe me a date'' he says grinning.i roll my eyes and push my self of him.

I hear the sound of someone throwing up and I turn expecting it to be Louis but I see Chris hunched over with Harry patting her back. Then Harry's face goes purple and he throws up right next to her.these two are always getting sick. They're like walking virus magnets.

''Harry give Eric your keys,Tyler go with her,and Louis and Niall will come with me Eric gimme your keys'' liam says taking charge of the situation like he always does.

Tyler and me carry Harry and Chris to Harry's car,

''Chris if you throw up in the house or anywhere I can see I'm kicking you out'' i say looking back at her.

''nice '' she says sarcastically.

''if I throw up in the car I'll never forgive myself'' Harry says holding on to his stomach.

''you're acting like you don't have two others '' Tyler says biting his lip ring.

''but this is the car you know'' harry says.Chris puts her hand out to him and he grabs it and they smile at each other.well I'd like to think the grimace from pain was a smile.

''so what are you guys doing on your date''chris asks i wish shed just shut up already.

Tyler shrugs ''its a surprise'' he says.

i look over to him he better not take me to one of those clubs because I'm not old enough for that yet.

we pull up to the drive way and when we get out both of them throw up in some corner.i help them into me and Chris apartment and put them on the couch. I guess they're staying here and liam will take care of them.we sit at the kitchen counter and i hand him water but he turns it down and takes a little bottle from inside  his leather jacket.i stare at the bottle so familiar to the one my father had i think.my head is clouded of memories of him singing to me and then the images of him coming home drunk wanting to hurt my mom.i go back to the day my parents went out on a date because he hit her. they were both drunk and i know my dad was just about to hit her right when they got t-boned.two weeks later was when i was put into the system.