letting go

Kisses

After Louis publicly announced that he was going to try to get me and everyone was helping us and Tyler got up and walked away and Chris gave me a look which meant we had to talk later. After marshmallow roasting it gets dark and Tyler still hasn't come back. I get up only to be pulled back down again.

''Where are you going?'' she said scolding me and holding tightly to my hand. She seems to always think shes the one in charge here.

''For a walk, can't sleep'' i say lying with a shrug.

''I know you're not. You're going to find him aren't you?'' she says I pull my hand away from her. ''You know me and him  used to have a history I want what's best for you''

''i won't fall in love with him like you did'' i say rolling my eyes.

''I didn't fall in love I fell in like. The only one I'm falling in love with is Harry" she says her mind going to a memory that I rather not know about.'' I'm serious dont do this you'll get hurt''.

I looked at her for a minute before leaving and hearing her sigh. I start walking only to be stopped again 

''I think I fancy your sister Eric'' Harry says with a shy smile dimples and all.

''She does too if you want me to help I will'' i say happy for both of them.

He ruffles my hair and draws me in a full bone crushing hug that only Harry can give.''I've got this, is she awake?'' he says looking back towards our tent. I nod and he walks quickly to the tent and giving a small wave he goes into to the tent on his quest for love.

I walk quickly not wanting to be stopped again to the clearing .I look up again amazed at the stars here. I look up until I hear his raspy yet gentle laugh. I smell what he's smoking before seeing it. I look at it and scrunch my nose up. The most amazing thing happened after this he put it out and put a hand through his hair looking almost ashamed.

''so you and Louis , huh, best friends my ass''.

''You've got to be kidding me right you're jealous? ''

''I'm not he could have whichever whore he wants to i don't like you'' he says with a scoff.

I walk over to him about to smack him but he holds my hands tightly behind my back. Once again we were to close ,I try to fight him of but I don't have much stamina so give up blowing a hair from my eye. He takes one hand away brushing my hair back slowly. He lets go of both of my hands and takes his beanie off putting it on me, I don't know what was going on but i can't move. I tried a couple seconds ago and it didn't work. He bites his lip ring pulling it into his mouth and it looks so cute.

''You have beautiful eyes you know that'' he said lowly pulling me closer to him I can smell the earthy scent of what he was smoking on his breath and he looks down at me..

''and beautiful lips'' he says with his hands on my arms and goosebumps raise at his icy touch. His lips were brushing against my lips.

''Wonder if there as soft as they look'' he says.

Then there was kissing and more kissing. We probably would've done more than that too if it hadn't started raining. We ran to the tents and I left without saying anything to him ,when i got in I saw Harry and Chris cuddling and Harry still smiling even in his sleep. I walk to Tyler's tent which he has by himself since Zayn left. I knock and after realizing how stupid that was. I zipped down the fabric door to see him sleeping. I turned to leave when he called me back.

''No come'' I turned to see him sitting up and lighting a cigarette.

I sit uncomfortable in side his tent shifting nervously under his gaze.

''Why did you say no to Louis?'' he asks rather abruptly.

''Well-I-I don't know really'' i answer going back to the stupid excuse I gave Louis.

He starts staring at me again.

''Why are you never around school with the lads and all we usually always hang out there?''

''I don't go to school dropped out after getting arrested in seventh grade''.

I start choking on plain air and he starts laughing.'' I'm kidding but, no I got arrested but that's not why I dropped out''.

''Ummm, I would ask you why you got arrested but I don't think I want to know'' I say lightly laughing. He smiles.

''It's not that bad i was like what 12 and got arrested for getting an illegal tattoo which i hadn't understand, and carrying drugs''.

''Could'nt you just have waited until you were legal to get a tattoo?" I say after hearing how stupid that was.

''It wouldn't be as fun'' he says obviously,''when are you going to get a tattoo ? '' looking over my ink free skin.

''I don't know soon but I want to get piercings when school starts in a few days since I'm legal''.

He raises an eyebrow at me.''You're going to get a piercing you won't be able to handle it'' he says shaking his head.

''I will be able to handle it, you won't' I say exactly like a child.

''Oh wow,what are you going to get huh a butterfly?'' he was wrong i wasn't going to get a butterfly.

''Nope I'm getting a unicorn'' and with that we both start laughing together .

a few seconds later I realize how close we are. It seems that now we always are this close.

''I like this on you'' he says gesturing to the beanie he put on me.

''I like it too'' i say in a breathe whisper and I can tell how flustered I am.

''How 'bout this I go with you to get you tattoo and piercing,get one tattoo of choice and i get you another beanie just like this one''he say with a mischievous glare.

''I'm not getting a tramp stamp or anything stupid in an inappropriate place'',i say knowing he'd do something stupid like that and he pouts as his plan is foiled.

''wait and i can make you get any tattoo i want too,please ? ''

''whatever'' he says pulling me on his lap.''will you kiss me already''he says blushing.

i do .his lips are so soft and the way he holds me would make any girl melt.at first it starts slowly then it gets serious.he bites my lip and i fail at holding back a moan every time he does that.he smiles and his go under the light shirt i am wearing.they send a rush of electricity through me and also allot of goosebumps.

''i didn't know my touch could do all that to you'' he said grinning.i laugh and kiss him again indulging the coolness of his lip ring every time we kiss.

we kissed for a long time until we were exhausted.

''did you know i like being the big spoon when cuddeling'' i say from my spot in the tent.

''come here'' he says and i can hear the smile in his voice.

i crawl over to him and put my arms around him and fall asleep.

(AN: sorry for this chapter being really crappy I've had the worst writers block ever and i had to force myself to get through a sentence that actually made sense but thank you for reading and don't forget to vote

P.S. its Eric btw )