letting go

Real Girls Eat

after a few minutes driving Tyler brings us up to this pizza shop.when we sit down its clear that this place sells more than just pizza.the menu is so large i would honestly buy everything on it if i could.when the lady comes around i order a slice of pizza buffalo wings and french fries.Tyler raises his eyebrow then orders for him self.

''what no salad ? '' he says when the lady walks away.

''do i look like the salad type ,are you trying to insult me ?'' i ask him.

''no its just any other girl would have bought a salad and got water but you-'' he says right before i cut him off.

''i am not like other girls when are you going to realize that'' i say annoyed.

''fine but i don't mind i like a girl that could eat'' he says winking.

''whatever '' i say and smile as the lady comes back with our food repeating the order.

''lets play a game ''Tyler says smiling. i know Tyler has this warped imagination so I'm not sure if i should say yes or run.''don't worry just playing twenty questions'' he says answering my thoughts.

''okay what do you want to know'' i say taking a bite from my pizza.

''are you a virgin'' he asks and i choke on the pizza.i take a glass a water and take a few gulps before looking around to see if anyone heard that.

''what the hell what kind of question is that''.I say whispering.

he grins ''an honest one'' i shift uncomfortably as he watches me.

''yea'' i say in a short breathy whisper.

''wait so you were with zayn for two years,you guys never fucked ,and you thought he wasn't getting it somewhere else'' he says laughing.

''we were in it for love not sex'' i say really pissed.

''apperantly not because love waits but he cheated on you didn't he'' he says still laughing.

i get up place a few bills down on the table and leave.i didn't come here for his bullshit i find my way to a bus stop and hear him calling my name .the bus rolls up and just as I'm about to step on the bus.Tyler pulls my arm and drags me to the end of the street.

''where the fuck do you think your going'' he said screaming and drawing a crowd.

''I'm leaving'' i say screaming back at him.

''you're not fucking going anywhere'' he says digging his fingers into my skin.

''your hurting me '' i say whimpering. he looks down at his hand and into my eyes all trace of anger vanished.

''look I'm sorry please lets just go home'' he said stepping closer to me.on impulse i move back not wanting to be anywhere near him.

''i think you drank a little to much before we left I'm fine taking a bus'' i say walking back to the bus stop.

he follows ''look I'm sorry OK but i don't want you going on the bus in new York alone its almost dark out'' he says pleading.

''im fine but thank you for being such a gentlemen'' i say with a smile so he thinks everything is okay.

he starts pulling me again this time but i let him.we walk to the parking lot where he put his car.he pushes me against a brick wall and starts kissing me.i want to push him off but it feels so good.

''I'm not a gentleman,cause a gentleman wouldn't have been thinking all day what color bra your wearing or how many times i would be able to make you cum if you let me,or how badly i wanted you to sit on me like you did to the man at the aquarium or how when i put my hand on your thigh i thought about how slim they were and how easy it would be to-'' he says and stops himself finally realizing what he was saying.

i did the most unpredictable thing ever i pulled him and threw him against the wall kissing him harder.he chuckles and continues.his hand slide under my shirt .

''im going home now'' i say pushing myself off of him.

''i'll drive'' he says not asking questions and going along with the change.

''ok''.

its a silent drive back to the house.i scold myself all the way.i would've let this get farther if i wasn't in my right mind.i would've lost my virginity to Tyler.....Tyler......whats his last name.

''whats your last name ? '' i ask him .he seems confused i guess it is a strange question to ask out of the blue i guess.

''Morgan ,Tyler Morgan'' i had an ex with the last name Morgan before that's cool i think to myself.

we pull up to the building and i walk out first.he rushes to catch up to me .i take the stairs to my apartment and close the door.chris and harry are both cuddling on the couch and i walk to my room and lay down.i take my phone put of my pocket and head to the shower .

(AN: sorry for this chapter being short didn't want to leave all y'all hanging and I'll promise to make the next chapter as good as I can)