letting go

doesn't sound like fruit punch

when i walk back into the main room where everyone is still whispering about the fight i feel awkward.i do like being the center of attention sometimes but right now its for all the wrong reasons.i sit on a chair near the bar and the bartender watches me and says nothing.

''you know they say that bartenders are psychologist without a license'' he says standing in front of me.

''and a whole lot of intoxicating beverages'' i add on and he laughs and shakes his head.

''my names Harrison whats yours '' he says and i notice the slight Australian accent in his voice.

''well my mom always told me not to give my name to strangers but she also said not to go to clubs or parties .... my name is Eric'' i say laughing .

''well Eric what do you want to drink'' he says with a bright smile.

''oh no i don't drink'' i say shaking my head

''trust me everyone does ill give you something to try out promise it wont be anything to hard'' he winks turning around looking through shelves .

''whisky rum and coke on the house''he says.

''that doesn't sound like fruit punch'' i say raising an eyebrow.

''yea but i can tell its what you need'' he says shrugging.                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

i put the cup on my lips and try my best to not cough as the warm liquid burns my throat.

''its a bit harsh for someone who doesn't drink don't ya think'' he says scrunching up his face.

''ya but ill take a couple more'' i say laughing as he goes back to filling my cup.

about ten cups later i was drunk . i was slurring my words and laughing at things that weren't funny and making absolutely no sense at all.i got Harrison's number and walked over to our table to see Tyler sitting with a cup in his hand.

''you've been drinking wow never thought good girls did that'' he says looking disgusted

''well you learn something new everyday'' i say too annoyed to fight back.

''he probably slipped something in your drink never trust a guy with an accent'' Tyler says scoffing.

''but harry and them all have accents....'' i say tilting my head.

''i am aware '' he says grinning.

''oh my god my stomach hurts'' i say feeling everything i drank coming back up.

''i know that look you are about to puke,Little princess cant handle the burn'' he says laughing and rolling his eyes.

''you know what....you....you can go suck my left butt cheek matter of fact you could suck my right butt cheek because you don't deserve to suck the left one'' i say screaming and throwing my bag at him.

he catches it with one hand and it pisses me off even more.hes so annoying with that ugly look on his face i just want to smack him so hard.i get up infuriated and go back onto the dance floor forgetting about the previous events in the same place.i start dancing and let everything go shaking my hips to the rhythm of the music looking at Tyler straight in the eye every time i turn.i close my eyes and get into the song and i feel a hand snake around my arm spinning me around and its Tyler.

he no longer had the smirk on his face.his crystal blue eyes look like a storm with thunderous clouds hanging over them.

''you look stupid stop'' he says growling under his breath.

i turn around with my back against his front pulling his arm to my waist and his hands burned against the exposed skin under my crop top.i swayed my hips against him and giggled as he moaned and i turned to him pulling my arms around his neck.he groaned again louder this time and i raised my eyebrows mocking him.

''oh little angel you think you got me, trust me i can do ten times worst then this to you and leave you a breathless sweaty mess'' he says whispering in my ear pulling me closer to him.

''try me'' i whisper back seductively.

''little angel ,you are too brave i could take you right now.i can fuck you on the floor against that table on a wall and id destroy you but trust me you will love it''.

 i ignore his words that leave a weird feeling in the pit if my stomach and i keep dancing and Tyler finally goes along moving with me.finally i see harry ,Chris,niall and liam walking over to us and i stop.

''our flight is in like a couple of hours and none of us packed so we are heading back to the house coming ?'' liam says and i nod my head holding onto his arm as we walk out the bar.

when we get back in the car Chris pulls me towards her.

''the hell is wrong with you you have been drinking all night you were grinding up on Tyler and flirting with a bartender'' she says whispering.

''look i just wanted to relax its not a big deal I'm older than you i do what i want'' i say rolling my eyes.

''we all know what happens when you relax to much we don't want-'' she says and i cut her off.

''what happened then wont happen again and we promised not to talk about that its between me and you'' i say gripping onto her arm.

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when we all got packed we went to the airport . i wore sunglasses to block out the bright lights of the airport.we went through the scanners and were walking to our plain.a few hours ago i was the most confident person and now i feel like crap and have a bid migraine.Tyler is sitting next to me again on our flight back and he laughs every time i groan in pane.

''if you didn't try to be grown and drink so much last night we wouldn't be in this situation''he said.

''well we aren't in this situation i am shut up'' i say taking out my phone and reading.

''wake up ,wake up  come on hurry up I've been here for like ten minutes wake up god dammit'' Tyler said shaking me.

when i open my eyes i realize we are the only ones left in the plane.i get up picking up my stuff and Tyler helped as he saw me struggling.the car ride back to our apartment is silent except for the snoring .when me and Chris get into the house we both crash on the couch with a movie on .

''school in one week yay'' Chris says mumbling into the cushion.

''i hope i have a good schedule and nice teachers and that we all have lunch together'' i say.

''well at least this is your last year when you guys are in college I'm gonna be still in school'' Chris says groaning.

''who said i was going to college right after high school I'm taking a year break maybe to get some money'' i say.

''yea we have to get jobs now since i don't think mom will be paying for this house anymore'' Chris says with so much hate in her voice.

i opened my mouth to respond but was soon greeted with Chris snoring.i let my head fall back on the chair and soon fall asleep with thoughts buzzing around my head.