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I flinch when I hear loud bangs at Rowan's bathroom door. They increase with sound and I freak out when I hear a crack on the door.

I know that sooner or later that door is going to break down, and I know that as soon as it does I'm going to wake up with bruises all over my body.

The only thing on my mind is do the pain for him, why let him hurt me when I can hurt myself. I mean I was pretty good at doing it in the past anyway...

I left my purse with all my razors and other womanly necessities are right here in the bathroom so I frantically search for it. Once I found what I was looking for, I held it up to my face and stare at it.

The door bangs again, I don't hesitate to cut.

The pain is unbearable, but I don't stop. A small escape from his pain is what I need.

Another bang, another cut.

Another bang, another cut.

Another bang, another cut.

Crack break open, and another slice from me.

And then another familiar punch from him.

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This was wayyyyy more intense then i excepted el o el