Amoureux du Vampire

Lien pt. 2

Papillon POV

Me and Larry listen to music and talk for the rest of the afternoon. It feels comfortable, there is a little tension, but it's not problematic, just enough to keep the both of us blushing.

I watch his lips moving.

Larry is talking about the Maldives again ... It's funny, he and his brother are so different. Laurent gets my kinky side, but Larry ... we seem to mesh on the everyday.

"You listen to me?"

Oh, yeah I'm listening. Sorry my mind wandered a bit.

"Come get ready, Aria say she meet us in hour."

OK. I'm gonna change.

I leave him and go into my bathroom.

I look in the mirror.

I'm not sure who that girl is looking back. This is a time I would normally seek advice from Aria, but she's part of this craziness. Not like I can just ask her what to do about my feelings for her boyfriend. My bestie has never gotten serious about anyone before Larry. She won't admit it, but I think she really cares for him, I don't want to mess that up for her.

Damn.

Damn.

Larry knocks on the door.

"Papi, I got news."

What?

I open and he leans on the frame.

"Aria decide to go to some bar tour with her new friend. She know it not my, our scene. She tell us to go to dinner without her."

Why did she assume I didn't want to go bar hopping?

"It tours of sex clubs with her crazy swinger group. I know that not your scene."

Ooh, you're right, but I thought you and Ari were into all that, I mean I know you have like an open thing right?

"Aria open not me.  I not been with anyone else if she not there. I like to have fun, but I really just want one woman. I not need the extras, I think Ari do though."

Honestly, you kind of came across as ... active.

"You talk about when we first meet?  She brought it out of me. Papillon something happened to me when I walk in your house, I think it Aria, but maybe it was you."

I think she's in love with you.

"She out with somebody else so, no."

Do you love her?

"Do you love my brother?"

I sigh and sit down.

I think, maybe I'm ... I don't know.

"Yeah, I get you. Same with Ari. This too heavy a talk forget it, how long you need?"

Just a few. I'll be out in a minute.

He closes the door.

I think about Laurent while I change.

Do I really love him? I love the connection we have through BDSM ... Lord Laurent has a hold on me there for sure, but I wonder if it goes any deeper. If he's my true soulmate it would have to go deeper. We both have wondered why we are not marked by now ... normally happens pretty quick. It has to be more than sex. More than just kinky sex. What did Larry mean by feeling me when we first met? I was so repressed back then, but I felt something too. I thought it was just his brother, and Ari eye fucking him. It's obvious now something is there.