Bella Twins Teen Years: High School Sucks

Need you now (Brie)

Brie's POV
I was a little sad I was still here and because I had to see my mom and sister upset and worried. It was my fault. On top of that, the doctors and nurses won't let me use the bathroom by myself. That was really annoying. I'm not planning on hurting myself again. I told them. We are here to make sure you keep it that way. They said. Someone was in my room at most times too. I really hope they let me go home tomorrow. I laid in the bed. I thought about what my sister said, About jumping off the roof of our school or the tall building. I started to cry. I need her way more then she needs me especially now. I thought. I wanted to make sure she was safe. I sat up and called the phone in our bed room with the phone in the room I was in. Hi. She said. Hi it's me. I said. Are you okay? I said. Yeah why wouldn't I be she said. Are you not okay? She said. I'm okay. I said. Okay. I want you to come home tomorrow. She said. I will. I'm feeling better. I said. I called because of what you said before you left. Bye? She said. No about the roof. She got quite. Nicole promise me your safe! I said. I don't know what your talking about. She said. I need you! You can't do that! You know exactly want I'm talking about! I yelled. I won't I'm safe. She said. I don't like being in here without you. She said. I will stay on the phone with you until you fall asleep. I told her. Thanks Brie-zee I love you. She said.

The next day they had me talk to a therapist. That was annoying she kept trying to get in my head and find my problems. I'm fine. I told her. I just hate people at school and I hate myself more. I didn't tell her that because it's not any of her damn business. I don't even know her.
My doctor came in at noon and told me I could go home. I can not wait to leave. I told him. Can I take off these hospital clothes? That's how most people feel and yes. He said. I put on some sweat pants and my Eagles sweat shirt. An hour later my mom came back with Nicole to get me. Call me if Brianna talks about doing any kind of harm to herself. The doctor said. Please bring her back to get the stitches out in about two weeks. Thank you. My mom said. Can I speak with you out in the hall way the doctor said. Yes my mom said.
I got my stuff. What are they saying at school? I asked Nicole. Brianna I'm not talking about that with you. Did the rumors stop? Brianna I'm not going to talk... Just tell me. I want you to be okay Brianna I'm not going to make you feel bad by talking about things that got you in the hospital to begin with. I will tell you this, Roman asked about you. Why? I thought hated me that's why you two kissed. No I may have exaggerated that a little. She said. What part? I said. The part where I said we made out. So all of it? I said. No I kissed him but he didn't kiss me back he said he still liked you and he was sad. Oh. I said. What did he say today? He asked if you were okay. She said. I told him what happened. Oh my god why would she do that! I thought. Stephanie! What the hell! I yelled. What? She said. You told him what I did? Yes, Brianna he cares for you. He probably thinks I'm crazy. No he was really sad and he said he heard that an ambulance was at the school. Eva was really upset and told him want happened at the train station and he was worried you weren't okay and was up all night. Aw. I said. Wait Eva told you and him about the train station? Yeah Brianna. I told her not to tell anyone! Brie, she was upset. She cares about you too and so do I. The only reason I could sleep was because I was talking to you. She said. I woke up at 3am and mom was downstairs crying. She said. I felt really awful. Oh my god. I'm the worst. No Brianna your not. Nicole said. I am I should have helped so you didn't get to this point. It's not all your fault. I said. You didn't have anyone to talk to. She said I'm sorry again. I understand why you said you hated me yesterday. I hate myself too. Stop Stephanie. I love you. And don't hate yourself. I said and hugged her. I forgive you, again.
My mom walked in. Brianna? She said. Yes I said. Do you feel like your ready to go home? Yes. I'm ready. Please take me. I said. You need to talk to me if you feel like hurting yourself. Do you think you need therapy? Mom I'm fine and don't need therapy. I promise. You have to eat too Brianna. Promise me. I am and I will. I promise.
That's easier said then done. I thought.