Bella Twins Teen Years: High School Sucks

Invisable Screams (Brie)

Brie's POV
I really hated my body at this point. My hair was starting to come out when I brushed it. It looked bad. I was doing everything I could to not look like the way I did. Ugly and fat. Not eating didn't work because my mom and Nicole noticed I wasn't eat. So I had to take matters into my own hands. I just ate fast so it didn't have time to digest and then I would get rid of it all just like that. I came up with this plan myself. Now everyone except me is happy. I'll be happy when I'm perfect. It was 7th period gym class. I hated gym but, It wasn't a bad work out. Nicole, Eva and I were all stretching when some freshman girls who also played soccer came over. Why are you wearing all of those sweat clothes in this hot gym? One of the girls said. Maybe I'm cold. I said. Or trying to hide your inch of fat. They said and laughed. I stood up. Shut the fuck up! You don't have make fun of me I know I'm fat alright? Brie we were just kidding your one of the skinniest girls in the school. It wasn't funny! I yelled. Brianna calm down. Eva said. They don't know.
What that you have a drinking problem! I was really mad at this point. Why was she bring stuff up from 8th grade. The girls walked away. Brianna! Nicole said. Eva looked sick and like she was about to cry. At least I eat! She yelled and ran out. I wasn't expecting her to say that. I chased after her. She ran in the bathroom. I do eat bitch! You must be drunk again. Hope you don't get pregnant. I said. She pushed me. Fuck you! Brianna. That was obviously a hard time for me! She was crying. You know what you do eat. You just come in here and make yourself throw up when your done. Which is really gross. How did she know that? I felt like I was drowning. I started to cry really hard. That's not true stop! I said. Yes it is! She said. I heard you doing it. I hate you! I said. So what all you do is act like a bitch! It's not like I want or need you to like me. I was trying to help. The guidance consoler came in the bathroom. Can you girls come to my office? She said. Great! Eva said. Thanks, Brianna! She said. We went to the office and talked we didn't go into to much detail. The consoler let us leave. That wasn't that bad I said. Brianna don't talk to me. Eva said. I'm sorry about what I said. It's not like I told people. That's not it Brianna you act like there's nothing wrong with you when there seriously and clearly is. She said. Eva please don't tell I'll stop. I swear! I said. You didn't stop last time. She said I will this time. You better she said and she walked away.

That night I ate quickly and ran to the bathroom like I had been. This time when I walked out Nicole was standing there. Are you sick? She asked me. I'll get mom. No! I just ate too fast. I'm fine. I said. Okay she said.

The next night the same thing happened. Brianna! Nicole said what's going on? Tell me now or I'm getting mom. Desperate times call for desperate measures. I said. Mom! She said. No! I said said. Fine. What the fuck is wrong with you? Why are you getting sick? She said. I'm doing because there's nothing else I can do. Mom has really been bugging me about eating and I just can't. So I do this. Brianna. Stop please it's not safe to make yourself sick. She said.