Bella Twins Teen Years: High School Sucks

This is me taking control (Brie)

Warning:
*Sexual Content don't read if you can't handle it.

Brie's POV
Stand on the scale. The nurse said. I did. I hated Stephanie and Eva. I know they told the school. They were the only people who knew. The nurse looked really worried. She went to get my doctor. She needs to stay here. He said to my mom. Is there anyway she doesn't have to? My mom asked. She has to eat about six meals a day. No school or physical activity. I really think she should stay. I don't want her here, but I will bring her back if she won't eat. My mom said. Okay the doctor said. It needs to be as soon as she doesn't eat. He took my snitches out and gave my mom a paper. I need to see her in a week. He walked away. Brianna? My mom said. You promised me you would eat and talk to me and your not. I'm sorry. I said. You don't have a choice you have to eat. I know. I said. Why aren't you? I don't know. I said. I think you should see a therapist Brianna. My mom said. No! I yelled. I'll eat and I'll be fine. Please mom don't make me go to therapy. Brianna you have one more chance. My mom said. Okay I said. That means sitting at the table with everyone not eating in less then five minutes and leaving to be unhealthy. Fine. I said.

I think we should examine you. The doctor said. Later when he came in the room. They wanted me take off my clothes I would not. I did not want anyone to see my body because I knew they would stare and talk about it because of all the cuts and because I was gross. After fifteen minutes they gave up. Then, They rapped my sisters' leg and my mom had to make an appoiment for me at the front. I hate you! I told Nicole, I'm going to hurt you. I said. You promised you won't tell and I know you did. No. I said I wouldn't tell mom and I didn't the school did. She needed to know you need help. No I don't your just jealous because your really fat! I'm not fat Brianna. The doctor said you should be in the hospital...because she started. I'm so fat and disgusting. I yelled. You need to calm down. She said. You know that's not want they said. I'm going to be perfect and you and the doctors can't handle that because your fat. Take your perfection and shove it up your ass then. She said.

When we got home my mom made me eat. I ate some. I'm done. I said. Eat it all Brianna or I'm taking you to the hospital. Fine! I said. I ate more. Slow down. My mom. I can't win.
I thought. When my mom let me leave the table. I went to my room and snuck out the window. Nicole broke the locks. I don't know how but she did. I walked a little and threw up in some bushes. So no one would here me. I was very unhappy. I hated this and I hate myself. I got some gum. Then I kept walking. I walked all the way to Seth's house. He was outside. Hey Brianna. He said. Hey. I said. What are you doing here? I'm ready I said. For what? He said. Take me to your room and I'll show you. I said. Okay. He said come on. We got there and I stated taking off my clothes and his. Brianna are you sure we don't have to. If this is about what I said I know it was wrong and I'm really sorry. It's fine I said. And of course I'm sure. I'm super horny. I said. Ok he said. I wasn't really I just felt worthless and like I didn't matter. I at least wanted some control in knowing I was having sex. We were making out it wasn't to bad. He picked me up, put me on his bed unhooked my bra and took off my underwear. He was kissing me up and down my body. Are you okay he said. Yes I'm great. I said. He kissed me some more. He was actually making me feel pretty good. Then he went inside me. I screamed. This doesn't hurt does it? He asked. Slightly but in a good way. I said. We went on for about twenty minutes. I love you. He said. I froze. Why would he say that? The next thing I know there was a liquid on my lower stomach. He was starting to cum. Um...He said. Can I have a tissue I have to go soon. I said. He was red I'm sorry. He said. It's okay. I said. Can I just use your bathroom? Yes. He said. I cleaned up a little and got dressed. I opened his cabinet and found a blade. Why should I bother to live anymore? I thought and cut my wrist. Blood stared to gush everywhere Seth came in. I didn't realize the door was not shut all the way. Shit! I said. Brianna? Are you okay...Seth I'm fine. I feel like you are not you are bleeding and you are really skinny. Are you eat... God dammit Seth! I said I was fine. I'm leaving and I ran out. I was embarrassed. How much did he even see. Hopefully he won't say anything. I climbed back in the window. I heard Nicole coming up the steps. I pretend I was drawing she walked in. She looked at me. I got up I'm getting a shower I said and left. I was taking a shower and then I was on the floor of the tub. Brianna! Nicole screamed.