Bella Twins Teen Years: High School Sucks

The Visit (Brie)

Brie's POV
My mom and brother had to wait until Sunday, today to come. You can't have visits if you fuck up and I did like always. I took laxatives. Which emptied me out like the girl in my group said it would. It was awful. I thought it would never end. I was glad I was empty though. I still felt fat and gross. I was going to make everything stop a few days ago. All of this bad I was ugly, fat and some guy I barley knew raped me. I could not stop thinking about how I did not remember what happened but I still said no. I was really done, but Nicole stopped me.
Brianna. Nicole said. Come over and watch The Eagles game with me. Alright I said. I walked over and sat on her bed. She smiled and put her arm around me. Later my mom and brother came. Hi. My mom said. We need to talk Brianna, but JJ wanted to ask you some questions okay? Okay I said. I'll be out here in the hall if you need me. Um...Hi. JJ said. Hi. Nicole said. Why are you being so goddamn nosy? I snapped. It's not like you really care. I was just worried. He said. Whatever what did you need to ask me?
Why don't you eat? He said. I do. Was that all? I said. No you don't. He said. I think I would know if I I ate. I said. Brianna he knows ok? Nicole said. Shut up! I said to her. Oh yeah why are you here if you eat? He said. I didn't know what to say. Wait are you trying to be anorexic. Where you think your fat and your like disgustingly skinny like a skeleton. Because that's really funny. He laughed. I got up, closed the curtain in between and went to my side. Why the hell would he say that?

He stopped laughing. I thought she would laugh too. Why would you think that? She has an eating disorder. Nicole said. I know. He said. Anorexia is an eating disorder. Wait it is? He said. Duh! She said. You need to think more. This could kill her. What? He said. I could tell he was really upset. So I waited a few minutes and I broke down anyway. I have issues! Okay?! I screamed. And for you information I am fat and ugly! I yelled. I screamed I hate myself, cried, and throw stuff around the room until my mom came in. Brianna calm down. I didn't I couldn't even if I wanted to. My mom grabbed me so I would stop. It's okay Brianna. Breathe. I kept screaming. Shh. Brianna it's okay. I'm taking JJ home he wants to go. Good! I yelled. I think this was too much for both of you but he really wanted to see you. I didn't say anything. I'll be back okay. I'm spending the night so I can leave with Nicole tomorrow. What? I said. Nicole's not leaving. I said. Yes Brianna she is she's doing so much better. No! I yelled. She can't leave! If she leaves I'm leaving! I said. Brianna your not leaving. You have to stay. My mom said. Well I'm not without Nicole. Brianna your still sick. You just had a big meltdown. Well I'm going with Nicole. Okay I'm leaving. My mom said. She got up and left with my brother. I walked over to Nicole. Your leaving?! I yelled. You didn't even tell me! Why? Because I didn't want to upset you. She said. Can you please stay and be strong for me Brie-zee? She asked.