Just Like My Twin (Stephanie Nicole)

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Stephanie Nicole's POV
I decided to go to see what the camp next summer was going to be like today. I went and it was the most intense practice I have ever been to and I loved it. I wasn't as fast as some of the girls though. I talked to the coach after the practice. What would you recommend? I asked him. Train a little more may lose a few pounds. I'm fat? I said. I didn't think I was. No not at all. It would make you faster that's all but I would just train more. Forget the weight thing because that can get to be ugly and dangerous. A few of my girls last year weren't eating all. That's not what I want you to do. I want you to be healthy for the summer. Okay I said thanks. I left. I thought about it more on the ride home. I can handle it. I thought. I just lose like one or two pounds and practice more. As soon as I got home I talked to Brie about it. She hugged me. Eat as quickly as you can and I'll help you after dinner. But you have to really eat quickly or I can't help you. I felt a little worried. Was this safe? Her voice was scratching. Why are you talking like that I said. My throat hurts a little. She said. It happens. Soon it was time for dinner. I ate fast. Brie and I finished at the same time. We ran upstairs. Come on she said. She grabbed my wrist and we went in the bathroom. She got her tooth brush. What's that for? I asked. You will see. She said and smiled. She knelt down on the floor next to the toilet. She put tooth in the back of her throat and throw up twice what I'm sure was all of her dinner. This is so gross I thought. She flushed the toilet and smiled at me. Get your tooth brush she said. I sat down. Put it in the back of your throat. She said. Does it hurt? I said. No it helps you become perfect. Do it. She said. I sat down and tried. Brie it's not working and I think this is a bad idea. Stephanie Nicole do you want to be faster? She said. Yeah but... Then do it! I can do it for you. She said. No! I said. I did it. It was really gross. I will never do it again. She smiled and hugged me. See. She said. I'm so happy now we can be zero together. I'm not alone. Zero? What do you mean zero? Pounds she said. Brianna that's impossible! I yelled No it's not we'll be perfect. You'll be so fast She said. Brianna I'd be dead! I yelled. I'm done I can't do this it's gross and dangerous. If you don't want to be perfect fine fuck you for wasting my time. Then she flipped me off and started to walk out. That's not perfect your going to die! I grabbed her stop it! Get off me. She yelled. I do whatever the fuck I want! Why doesn't anyone get that! I want to be perfect and I'm going to be! She screamed.

The next day I was really scared. Eva talked to me about it. She told me she knew what Brianna was doing and Brianna said she would stop. I wanted to know if you knew about it and if she stopped. I know and she didn't. I said. And her goals for it are scaring me. I said. We need to tell someone. She said. Yes I said we do.

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