STAIN ON MY PURE

Chapter Twenty Nine

Ziyanda's POV

Part of me believes that my brother is still out there hidden somewhere secretly away from me just to get to me and that he definitely managed.

He said he'll break me and now he had succeeded I am indeed broken he took the only thing that kept me strong, breathing and pushing day in and day out he took that from me I loathe him so much.

I wish I could strangle him to death but I am too powerless for that and I am no match for him and he knows that. I don't know what I ever did to him for him to want to break my soul like this, for him to hurt me like this for as far as I now I had always minded my business and stayed out of trouble.

I need to do something, I gotta do something no I have to do something I can't let him win, won't allow him to break my soul I have to find my brother I need to know where he is what's he's doing oh my god is he even schooling anymore is he eating? 

I know what I can do I will ask Lindsey to help me find my brother but if I do that she'll start getting suspicious and start snooping which won't be a good idea. Hmmm what can I do I need to be smart about this maybe I should just give in to him let him do whatever he wants with me lure him into believing I am under his control I have submitted to him only while I snoop to find where he's keeping my brother. Yeah that sounds like a plan.

Mama, baba, I know you can hear me please help me tell me what to do please guide me I am powerless emotionless I don't know who I am anymore I am broken without Zipho I know I have failed you I promised to always protect Zipho and never leave his side always but please I need you to help me please.

Help me find Zipho, nothing else matters to me anymore.

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I know it's a short chapter but I didn't feel the need to make it longer than it is as the purpose of the chapter would've been lost in translation.

Also thank you for the messages of condolences thank you they meant a lot and kept me strong through this difficult time.

Nothing matches the pain of losing your mother, your parent and most of all your only parent may her Soul rest in power forever.

I am still grieving and hurting but I promise to not be a stranger I will be updating every now and then.

For now please also check out my other books You're Just Not Her and Broken Innocence please