STAIN ON MY PURE

Chapter Fifty

Ziyanda's POV

Fourteen months, fourteen  fricking long months I have been stuck here, held against my will and have given birth to my to beautiful baby girl like he had suspected I had a baby girl I need here Amandla as she gives me strength everyday to carry on hold on she is my only reason besides Zipho and Lindsey to survive from now on I will live for her, I don't care about who her father is for all I care now he can die and rot in hell for what he has done to me.

Haven't forgotten may have acted like I did and kept quiet but I didn't have any choice or anything else to do but be strong for my baby girl now she's here in my eyes, looking more beautiful as the days go by, she's perfect, light skinned, her eyes depending on the lighting sometimes they appear as grey, sometimes appear as shade of blue sometimes they are almost brown I don't know what colour they are and they're my favourite thing about her besides the fact that she's mine. She's perfect just perfect.

During my unwanted stay here I can say it was different than my previous one, Matteo is different to Alexander but yet similar to him in a way except that unlike Alexander, Matteo likes to act like he is pleasing me, buys me stuff for my kid, doesn't force himself on me regularly yet he is dominant he doesn't like being told no.

Don't get me wrong I am just saying he doesn't force himself on me that doesn't mean he doesn't hurt me though, he has his on way of hurting me without molesting me, let it be whips, chains, taking my child away from me for days till I break he tortures me to a point I have no choice but to fall under his command he is a sadist, a cruel one too.

He is so dangerous I can even begin to explain how bad he is, he made me marry him forcefully if I didn't he would've sold my kid to one of his Middle East friends and I was never going to see my baby again before selling me off too to God know where.

Being his wife wasn't easy, I had to agree and obey to everything. He was very, very cruel and racist too.

Flashback

Man chained high from the ceiling, bleeding from all over his body from whips screaming forgiveness and his life, yet they won't stop whipping him with sjamboks and whips on the other side there were other three black men with wounds everywhere you can hardly identify the colour of the skin and they are covered in red,black and wound everywhere

"You give these monkeys freedom, food guess what they do try steal from you" Cheeks

I feel my blood boiling from his words and the scene before me wasn't pleasing part of me wanted to help these brothers off the chains but I know that would mean I take their place instead.

Another blow to the men in chains I hear skin wrenching the man shouts winces in pain.

"Please Don, I know nothing I swear I never knew what was happening I just went along as I normally do I thought it was your call, I swear, please I have family and a baby on the way please don't kill me"

He laughs

"Do you think I fucken care about your little pathetic baboon family and monkey kid for all I know he bound to live a sorry ass low life like his dad here stealing from people who he shouldn't have by the way a die like his dad" He punches the poor guy on his torsos

"Do you really think you four can steal from me and get away from it without facing the consequences and meeting your maker huh?"

"With all due respect we didn't steal from you man, the territory isn't yours to begin with it belongs to Maddog whom you killed to claim the place and he was our boss so we were only doing our loyalty job getting back what belonged to us in the first place like he said he have families to feed and what you give us is peanuts Maddog used to pay us more and treat us like family "

Damn this guy didn't care about the fact he was going to die any minute now I could see from Matteo's back that he was fuming inside without hesitation he pulls out a dagger from his back stabbing the poor guy right between his chest and stomach again and again several times before slitting the other guy's throat open I watch in fear.

"Fucken Monkeys!!!"

The other two guys look in fear too even his goons were shaken by the whole thing

"Has the audicity to even open his mouth disrespectful piss of shit!!"

"You?" He points at me I look up obeying him as always

"Master"

"You're my property right and bitch right?"

"Yes master"

"I feel like rewarding you for being such a good obeying bitch of mine, here.. I want you to cut these monkeys heads off for me" he hands me his dagger

"Ple.. please, please don't do this ple... I swear I didn't..."

"Shut the fuck up I am giving instructions to my wife!!"

"Yes master" my whole body is shaking as I take the dagger and walk towards the men suddenly I feel my body giving up on me as I stare at men's eyes then darkness consumes me.

"Useless fucken bitch!!"

That day I will not forget the punishment he gave me for not following his instructions, well I did my body didn't allow me I fainted over the fact I had to murder two men for him I couldn't do it. He made sure I was held in a dungeon with nothing but darkness inside with no one to talk to, not my child with for 2 weeks the only time I was allowed to see anything was when I had to eat, I couldn't even take a shower on my own unless he instructed someone to shower me. In that I only showered 6 times in the space of two weeks he broke me, I smelt horrible I lost myself again too.

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Whoa! Look at that two updates in one day we are on the roll here.

Also wanted to say thank you to the kind, gently soul @yurasibo97 for the book cover I love it(them)