STAIN ON MY PURE

Chapter Thirty-four

Ziyanda's POV

Something's have changed the past few weeks but I don't want to let my guard down as yet as things can change within a nick of time I mean they can be unpredictable sometimes.

I have also noticed myself gaining lot of weight the past few weeks to much of my dislike don't get me wrong I like being a big girl but gaining weight is a drag sometimes because you are not used that weight. My breast are much larger now as if you'd swear I'm breastfeeding or something. My curves are huge not to mention my ass is way out there and also the tummy belly that is growing to our of control.

I would have guessed I'm pregnant a few times but the home pregnant tests I took proved me otherwise.

You know you can't 100% trust those you know as they can sometimes don't dictate you being pregnant. I say you should go see a doctor just to be sure I mean.

But I had my periods this month and last month didn't skip them I had them just as normal.

Yeah true that but don't also forget the cravings you've been having lately and the oversleeping lately. To be sure and to be on the safe side I think you should see the doctor no no actually you must.

Realization hit me at that moment I mean my inner self can be an ass sometimes but this time I mean the girl is speaking a lot of sense. They have been cases where one false pregnant without knowing they are pregnant till birth. I mean we all have seen I didn't know I was pregnant.

Wait a minute what if I'm pregnant for real, no no I can't be pregnant no no not by him I can't be pregnant with his child one that he forced himself on me. I can't have a rape results child no God please don't this happens for my sake and the innocent little person can't be the result of rape. Children are supposed to be one's little bundle of joy and made out of pure love and gift from You .

I feel sweat all over my body coming out as I'm panicking thinking about the fact I can be indeed pregnant.

"No no this can't be happening, no I should happen I can't a child by him let alone a result of rape" I cry, weep for myself and the outcome possibilities.

"What if finds out I'm pregnant with his seed, no I can't let that happen I need to go see a doctor fast and know for sure if I'm pregnant or not  then I have to make a decision from then. He will kill me and this poor innocent baby I know he will I mean he already dont like me because of the colour of my skin imagine having a baby with me the baby will obviously be mixed mostly black, coloured not white or caucasian"

" I need to do something fast and quickly, because I still need to know where he's keeping Zipho"

Yes that was the plan originally I can't lose focus.

Suddenly I'm interrupted by a doorknob opening revealing a wildly smiley excited Quinton, God this guy though he's too much.

"Hey there sexy I have missed you and you delicious food taste, how about you did you miss this wholesome sexiness of a man Huh?" He jokingly says and kisses my cheek

Honestly like I said before if this guy wasn't related to that psycho or didn't kill people too for a living I would have fallen for his silly pickup lines and bubbly personality and his
flirtatiousness.

"Woah mamacita look at you, you've gotten big Mama"

He says that I become emotional wreck

"Woah woah!! Easy mama I didn't mean it like that I meant like I like a woman with meat there and there but mamacita you have gained some weight honey to a point if I didn't know any better I'd say you're pregnant. I mean your face is swollen a bit, your nose, your breast and ass too. You sure you not preggo sweetheart" He cups my chins and wipes my tears from my eyes he can sure see how scared and shocked I am to his revealness.

"I can't be pregnant Quinton not by him not with his child that he forced himself on me to have. No I can't he'll kill me and this baby please don't tell him anything please" I plead

"Easy there mama I know my cousin can be loco sometimes one thing I know about him is that he will never harm his kids he loves family. We as mafias we are all about family always he protect what is ours always no matter what"

"Please Quinton don't tell him, this baby will not bare your skin but mostly mine he won't like that having a coloured baby"

"First of I don't like that term please and sure he or she will not bare our skin pigmentation but you know what the baby will have a mixture of your sexy hot chocolate skin with a mixture of vanilla there and there perfect caramel sauce"

I giggle to that Caramel sauce I mean come on that is creative right there.

"Hey hey take it now I wouldn't anything happening to you or my niece growing in there I mean I have to make sure I spoil my godchild with all love and gifts she can't forget when she's born"

I don't know what to say about this guy he is indeed too much in a good way though he can make me smile by just one word. To why he is in the Mafia business I don't know he is far too cute for that.

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Hope you guys liked this one.

Ziyanda might be pregnant.......