STAIN ON MY PURE

Chapter Fifteen

Ziyanda's POV

I can't feel my legs,my back,my butt, my arms my everything he sure did show me a monster on top of that he broke me destroyed me. Why didnt he just kill me already cause I am officially broken dead currently? Why did he let me endure such abuse and assault then let me live? Is it because he knows I won't do anything about it? Why did he have to come to my safe bet and broke me there? I have a million gazzillion questions that I can never answer.

He claims to be disgusted by me but he likes or enjoy rather touching me, destroying me whether I want this or not it doesn't bother him at all. He even came straight to my house and molested me in my own home it's like he runs the world. I was screaming so loud I'm sure the neighbours heard me but they decided to ignore me pretend like nothing's happening.

This is the world I live in, you can get raped throughout the night by a gang no one would came at your rescue, get  shot at night or day even no one would dare call the cops. I hate this neighborhood, I hate the people, I hate the hotel, I hate the guests, I hate Mr Bennett, I hate myself, I hate everything only thing I care about is my brother that's the only person I am holding on for I can't let him down and won't let him down. I have to be strong for him, for us I owe him that much.

Mam where are you when I need you? Can't you see your child suffering? Do you even look my way once? Why are you letting me endure such suffering,pain, torture? Why? God tell me why? I am trying Mama, I am trying God but it's too much it's too much.

I cry silently inside while I await my brother to come back from Lindsey's place which I pray won't be soon or today because I can't have my own brother see me like this it would break him inside and tore him inside.

"Have no food ready for me? You're pathetic" I hear him say I didn't even know he was still here I mean it's almost seven in the morning he is still here why? People would start thinking otherwise about me does he want to tarnish my reputation too? He has already already break my soul but I still wanted to keep my dignity at least.

"Oh, okay no use for me anymore and hoe don't be going around singing about what happened or else you'll never see your little brother again" To say I'm shock would be an understatement, I am officially scared of what he will do to Zipho and I know he meant what he said.

"I...I..I.. won't"

"Ah look at that not so confident now huh? I have to say I'm disappointed but I will admit you're not so smart hoe. Before I forget don't even think about not coming to work or kiss your job goodbye and tough luck finding another elsewhere" He says as he walks out of the house.

I don't know what to say or do at that not only did he threatened to kill my brother but also threatened to fire me and make sure I don't get another one elsewhere what is wrong with this man? What does he want from me? I mean he is rich, wealthy, handsome, any girl would want him but he keeps coming at me and have his way on me why I don't know?

I'm not rich,white, slender or any man's dream girl I mean I'm black and he seems to hate that fact, have dreads,short, curvy, big boobs and butt and wide huge hips what does he want from me why can't he just leave me alone why does he keep doing this to me does it satisfy him while I suffer?

My phone rings and it's my girlfriend Lindsey

Please tell me she's not here already I can't them see my like this or the house

"Hello"

"Chooma look I decided to take Zipho for breakfast at the mall and maybe watch some movies later nothing big just wanted to spoil my little one for once"

"Oh"

"Ja, so tell me how was your date with Lee? Did you finally pop that cherry up is that why you're so moody? Oh no he wasn't gentle how stupid could he be..."

"Nothing happened! Nothing happened I'm just not feeling well and tell Lihle I don't wanna see him again ok?"

"What do you mean nothing happened obviously something happened if you don't want to see him again?"

"Lindsey please I have a headache and backache and I have to get ready for work please don't okay not now please"

"Whatever you say Zee"

I hang up on her, call me rude but I'm not in the mood for her morning person days.

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Ziyanda is caught in a tight situation having to obey Alexander or her job and brother are both gone.

Do you think she should tell Lindsey what's going on with her?