My nemesis // Phil Foden// Femreader

Chapter seventeen- doctors news...

TW- MENTION OF SELF-HARM AND EATING DISORDERS THROUGH A LOT OF THIS CHAPTER.

I got in my car and drove to the hospital. I didn't see why I should get my arm checked out. It had stopped bleeding now, I didn't see the big deal. I walked in and went up to the front desk.

"Hi, how can we help you?"

"Hello, yesterday I self harmed quite a bit and i cleaned up and it stopped bleeding but today, it started bleeding a lot around about half one. I'm just looking to get it checked up on?"

"Okay, no problem, sit in the waiting area and I will get you when the doctor is ready."

"Thank you."

She smiled at me and I automatically felt like I was being treated like a child. This is why I didn't want to come ot the hospital, I didn't want everybody treating me like a lost cause all because I self-harm. 

"Okay, Miss y/l/n, you can go through now." She smiled at me as I walked past her into the room.

I walked in and sat on the table ready to get checked up on. 

"Hello now, I'm going to need you to show me all the places that you have cut." I began rolling up my sleeves and then I took my leggings of too so that he could see all of the cuts. "Okay, lovely. I'm going to just take a quick look. I won't be a moment." He looked at all of my scars and then looked back up at me. "Okay, simple solution really, the scars just haven't been able to heal because of a lack of nutrients and vitamins in you. I can tell by ypur body size, your cuts and your face right now that you haven't been eating. You need to eat and then they will heal. If you don't eat, they can't heal properly and you could end up loosing enough blood each day to kill you." I looked at him and couldn't be bothered arguing with him so just nodded. Then, I gpt redressed and walked out of the room. 

I texted Phil saying: 'Hiya, just got done at the hospital, nothing to worry about.'

An incoming call came in and I answered it. It was Phil.

PHIL: Right so what have they said then?

Y/N: Nothing really, they said it should be all good.

PHIL: Okay but what did they say caused them to blead today? Don't lie to me or avoid the question. Just tell me.

Y/N: They just said they weren't healing properly that's all. 

PHIL: How come they weren't healing properly?

Y/N: Not sure.

PHIL: Liar, of course you know.

Y/N: I don't know.

PHIL: You do know, it's not like they are just going to tell you that they aren't healing and not say why.

Y/N: No, I don't know. They never told me.

PHIL: Y/n, stop it now. You can't even lie, what have they said?

Y/N: Nowt, they havent told me owt!

PHIL: Fucking liar just tell me will ya!

*we were both raising our voices at this point.

Y/N: There's nothing to tell!

PHIL: Fucking tell now!

Y/N: NO!

PHIL: I swear to god tell me right the fuck now!

Y/N: Fuck off!

PHIL: Tell now!

Y/N: No!

PHIL: Yes!