My nemesis // Phil Foden// Femreader

Chapter 25- Jack Grealish...

I began walking up to the offices to get Bea's bag for her. I reached the office and found her bag before beginning to walk back to the front desk. As I was walking back, I saw Jack coming in my direction. Automatically, I knew that this wasn't going to go well, if he said a thing to me right now then I would be prepared to punch the life out of him. 

"So then y/n, I see you have gone from Phil to mason to declan to Saka and then back to Phil all in one week. Now don't get me wrong, I know that I should probably be polite to you since you are kind of my bro's gyal now but I have to let you know. You are quite a whore y/n y/l/n." He smiled at me and continued walking next to me.

I was livid, how dare and I mean how DARE he call me a whore and accuse me of liking Mason, Declan and Bukayo. Jack fucking Grealish has gotten on my nerves too many times now and today really wasn't the day to mess with me. "You know what Jack, just shut the fuck up. Nobody gives a shit about your bs anymore. Keep out of everyone elses lives." I picked up my pace and dropped Bea's bag off with her before heading straight out of the centre. I drove to costa and got a few bits before making my way to a special spot that me and my friends would always go to as kids. It was a few hours away from my home but I couldn't be bothered with people trying to find me and talk to me right now. I made sure my location was off because I just needed peace and if anyone found me, whenever I came here in the future, people would know I was here and it would defeat the whole purpose of a private spot. 

I get that Jack might not like me or might not think that I am that kind. But still, I deserved a little bit of respect from him surely. Not even respect to the point where he speaks to me and is lovely to me all the time. Just respect to the point of knowing that he can't call me a whore and a slag on a daily. It was starting to drive me mad. I just wanted a ittle bit of respect from him, just for him to not feel that he has to call me nasty names all the time. 

I sat on one of the rocks near the lake at the spot and drank my costa. My phone pinged and I picked it up to see that I had caused major issues back home.

12 missed calls from Mason

25 missed calls from Phil<3

20 missed calls from Bea:]

10 missed calls from Bukayo

9 missed calls from Declan

Messages from: Phil<3

Phil: Y/n are you okay?

Phil: Y/n wtf is going on?

Phil: Where are you?

Phil: Seriously now, text me back.

Phil: Y/n stop you are actually worrying me, are you okay? Please come home and I can help you with whatever has happened.

Phil: Please y/n, at least let me know that you are safe?

Phil: Y/N PLEASE text me back right now.

Messages from: Bea:]

Bea: Hey boo, I don't know where you are or what has happened but just tell me where you are and I can come and pick you up okay?

Bea: Y/n please just let somebody know that you are okay please?

Bea: Y/N you are worrying us all at least text us please!!!

Bea: Y/n this is getting serious now! Where the hell are you?

Bea: Y/N GET HOME RIGHT TF NOW!!!

Bea: Phil is shitting himself and so am I, get home now!

Messages from Mason: 

Mason: Heyyy y/n, just message me back telling me that you are okay please, just want to make sure you aren't dead.

Mason: Y/n are you good? I can come get you if you want?

Message from Bukayo:

Bukayo: Hiya y/n, you doing okay? I can come and meet you somwhere?

Message from Declan:

Declan: Y/n, please message somebody so that we know you are okay, we miss you. Be safe.

END OF MESSAGES FOR NOW

I had been so mad at Jack that I had zoned out completely and it was now pitch black. It was hours later and I needed to get home and I needed to make sure everybody knew I was okay. I hated myself for causing this much drama, I juat wanted some time alone and now I have caused so many people to worry about me. I never meant for this to happen and I hated all of this attention. God please make this nightmare stop please. I decided that I had to call Phil so that he wasn't worrying.

Calling Phil<3

Phil: Y/N?

Y/n: Fuck hi, I'm so sorry I just went to get some food somwhere and then I zoned out and I didn't realise it was so late. I should have called someone it just felt like it had been ten minutes, I never meant to cause all of you guys to worry about me I am so sorry, I'm coming home right now, I will be a few hours.

Phil: Where the fuck did you go Y/n? You had all of us thinking you were dead, how could you be so stupid? You know that isn't okay. 

Y/n: I know and I'm sorry, I just went to a small cafe by my hometown and I guess time just flew by, I swear to god that's all I did. I'm so so sorry, I would never do anything to hurt you on purpose, I just forgot that I had to tell people where I was going. I swear I will remember to next time.

Phil: Wait, don't get mad at me for asking but I just have to ask. Did you go somwhere with a guy?

Y/n: What the actual fuck Phil? Are you having a laugh? How could you even ask that?

Phil: Well today in training you were acting a bit strange after I told the boys about us and I just wanted to make sure that you were okay. What was I meant to think? You don't want people to know about us and then dissapear for hours at night!

Y/n: Shit yeah, I know how that must look but I promise you, I have not been with any guy tonight. I was by myself at an old place me and my friends used to go to when we were really young. I promise you that I would never cheat on you, even if we aren't together yet. I am not interested in being more than friends with any guy other than you I promise.

Phil: Okay I'm sorry I just jumped to conclusions and you know. I'll see you at your house in a few hours then? 

Y/n: You don't have to apolagise I get it and yeah, I'll see you in like two hours.

Phil: Okay drive safe.

Y/n: I will do, see you soon.

Phil: Bye.

Y/n: Bye Phil. 

I couldn't even explain how bad I felt. I hadn't even thought about what it might look like to Phil after today and how I acted earlier, then leaving and not answering my phone for hours. I just hoped that he did actually believe me when I said that I hadn't cheated on him. I would never wish to do that to him, I was his and he was mine. He was everything that I wanted and more, I couldn't ask for a better lad and here I was, almost messing it up. This boy has me mad and I am being too selfish to realise how I could be damaging him. I hope he is okay.

I drove the rest of the way home in silence, I was ashamed in myself. How could I do that to all of my friends? How on God's green earth could I think that worrying them like that was okay? I got to my house and began getting out of the car. I walked up to the door and unlocked it. I had no idea what I was going to say to them all. Thye were all going to hate me and I don't blame them. What the fuck was I meant to do now...