My nemesis // Phil Foden// Femreader

Chapter 36- her saviour...

STIL PHIL'S POV:

The ambulance stopped and we were at the hospital. The team rushed her out of the ambulance and through the corridors of the hospital as I was made to walk behind which Bea and Jack. We heard doctors yelling random codes and saw y/n being wheeled into a room where she was hooked up to loads of machines. We were told to wait in the waiting area and I was going to protest agains it but Jack told me to just listen so that it was easier on everyone. 
After an hour of us sitting waiting, a doctor came up to us. "Hiya, y/n has been stitched up and all of her wounds have been disinfected. She needs a blood transfusion as soon as possible or she won't survive any longer than two days. We are calling in all of our donors to see who has the same blood type as her."
Why wasn't y/n getting blood pumped into her as we speak? I was getting pissed, "I can give her blood right now. Take my blood that will be quicker."
"Sir as amazing it would be if we could do that, you may not have the same blood type as miss y/l/n and not only that but because of her condition, she needs the freshest and healthiest blood that we can get. It will leave a higher chance to her survival."
"What do you mean her condition?" Bea asked the question we were all thinking.
"Well when Miss y/l/n was born, she had a disease called Aortic valve stenosis. I'm sure she will explain it to you all when she wakes up. It was fixed when she was a child however, she still can get ill sometimes as she had an extra rare condition. We have to be extremely careful of what happens to her body."
Me, Bea and Jack stood in silence for a little while confused as to why y/n wouldn't have told us any of this before.
"I'm sorry if none of you knew this news already, we are doing our best to find the best blood we can for your friend. Hopefully you will be able to see her soon."
We all just nodded back to that, not really knowing what to say. After a while, they found the right blood for y/n. It was from a woman who wasn't that much older than us. That woman was her saviour. My saviour. Our saviour.
They began the process of getting the blood into y/n and we were told that we could see her as soon as she woke up because the doctors needed to do checkups until she woke up and we would have gotten in the way if we were in the room.

Y/N'S POV:

My eyes opened and I stared at a white ceiling above me. I looked around and saw myself laying in a bed with machines hooked up to me. I was scared, why was I here? I was meant to be gone. Strangely, I was happy that I wasn't gone. When I was on the beach I could tell it was Phil sat with me. I could smell his aftershave and after I told him that I loved him, that's when I knew that I wanted to live my life with Phil Foden. I didn't want to die and miss out on being his girlfriend and telling him that I love him every day.
I saw a middle aged looking lady walk into my room and come up to me. "Well Miss y/l/n, you need to stop cutting yourself open as you were seconds away from dying. And also hi I'm Lisa and I'm a nurse here. Your friends are outside so they can come in only if you want them to."
"Yeah sure you can send them in." I said back with a grin. I watched as she exited the door and came back through with Bea, Phil and Jack behind her. Bea ran straight up to my bed and hugged me so tightly. I think I might have really scared her but I'm so happy that I did try to end my life, it showed me how badly I wanted to live. Bea eventually let go of me and I saw Jack and Phil stood next to each other, Phil looked really sad and awkward so Jack broke the silence in the room by walking up to me.
"How you feeling y/n?" He had a fresh smile on his face before hugging me.
"I'm good yeah. How are you?"
"I'm doing good." Jack pulled back from the hug and could see that Phil still looked a little awkward. He grabbed Bea's arm and walked out of the room. "We're going to go and get you some food and drink or something y/n." I nodded back to him before he shut the door behind him and Bea. Phil stood at the other side of the room looking down at the floor. I was looking at him and I just wanted him to come up to me and hug me. I knew he wouldn't though, he had a little too much pride to do that right now.
I stood up from the bed, still connected to the machines and began walking towards him. I was stood in front of him and grabbed his chin to make him look up at me. He went to open his mouth but I interrupted him.
"Please just let me talk and hug me." He replied by nodding and pulled me into a hug. I began speaking, "I'm so sorry for scaring you like that. I should have told you about my ex I don't know why I didn't. I regret that part but I don't regret the almost killing myself part." He pulled back from the hug and looked at me slightly annoyed but mainly concerned. "I don't regret it because when we were on the beach and you had me in your arms, it made me realise how much I wanted to live. Live with you and be happy with you. So I don't regret it but, I won't do it again. I'm so sorry Phil, none of this was your fault."
"I'm glad that you aren't going to do that again. And I want to be happy with you too. But some of it was my fault, I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions so quickly and should have come to you straight up and asked. I'm sorry too, I'm just glad that you are still here."
I hugged him again and whispered in his ear "I meant it you know."
"Hmm meant what?"
"What I said at the beach..."
"Well you didn't say that much but at the same time you said a lot so you might need to narrow it down for me a little."
"When I said that love word, I meant it."
"Meant it or mean it?"
"I still do mean it but, I don't want to say it again. Not just yet anyway."
"It's fine, no rush. I always manage to make you give in so I'm sure it will happen eventually." We both giggled because we both knew it was true.