My nemesis // Phil Foden// Femreader

Chapter 38- situationship...

Bea dropped me and Phil off at his house and her and Jack went back to Bea's. We walked in the door and Phil took me to the living room.
"Here let me get us a drink. What would you like?" He clearly wanted to break the silence.
"Can I please have a tea?"
"Of course you can, I'll be right back with it."
"Thank you."
"No worries love." He walked out of the living room and went to make the teas.
About three minutes later, he came back into the room and passed my tea to me, I thanked him and patted the seat next to me for him to sit down. He sat next to me and looked at me for a little. I wanted to make the situation less awkward and I was just going to talk to him as he began talking.
"Here, let's put some telly on. You can pick."
"Umm I don't mind maybe we could watch to all the boys I've loved before?"
"I've never watched it before."
"It's my comfort trilogy."
"Okay, let's put it on then." He picked up the remote and went onto Netflix before playing the first movie of the trilogy. We began watching and I finished my tea. I grew more and more tired so I snuggled into his chest. He placed his hand on my head and began running his fingers through my brown locks.
"Let me go get us some snacks." Phil stood up and walked out of the room to get us some munchies.
Not long after, he came back in with a few bags of snacks and sat next to me. He had got all of my favourites and I was so pleased that he had remembered what I liked.
"You remembered?!"
"Of course I did darlin" he gave me a kiss on the forehead and was about to press play on the movie again but I stopped him. "What are you doing y/n?"
I moved so that I was now facing him and put the remote away from him. "I want to say that I am so grateful to have you. Without you, I wouldn't be here. You saved my life countless times and even though it makes me feel really needy and dependent on you, it's worth losing a bit of pride just so that I can see you every day. I just wanted to say thank you for everything that you do for me. I hope that I can repay the favour one day."
"Where's all of this coming from? I thought we talked earlier on?"
"We did but I just needed to smooth it over."
"Okay, wanna carry on watching?"
"Yeah but umm first..."
"Continue..."
"I..."
"You..."
"I L word you."
"You don't have to say it if you don't want to."
"I know and I'm not ready to say IT properly just yet but I just needed you to know. Just in case."
"Just in case of what?"
"Well if I'm not ready to say it yet, I might not say it for quite a while but I wanted you to know just in case that I do." To be honest, what I meant was that if he got mad at me again, I hoped that he would remember this exact moment of me telling him all these things and come back to me. I hated knowing that he was mad at me, the last 48 hours only proved that.
"Okay, now let's watch?" He was speaking in the most calming tone ever, I could tell that he really liked me and respected me. He was always so gentle with me.
"Yes, let's watch." I giggled and passed him the remote.
He played the movie and I went back to snuggling into his chest. I yawned but tried to keep it on the down low so that we could stay cuddled up on the sofa like this. I got a bit cold so snuggled even closer to him; I had my arms wrapped around his torso and my head on his chest with one of my legs intertwined with his. It warmed me a little bit Phil could tell I was cold so put a blanket over the two of us.
I thought to myself:
*See this man is the definition of a perfect boyfriend...he's not even your boyfriend yet y/n. Ugh will he just ducking ask me out cuz he's fit as hell and he's actually so kind and calm and...just bloody PERFECT.*
I began falling asleep on him and he must have noticed.
"Y/n? Let's go upstairs love, then if you fall asleep at least it will be in a bed."
"Okay." I had my tired voice on which meant I was talking really quietly and slow and I guess it sounded quite cute but whatever. I tried getting up off of Phil but I was so tired that it took me ages to get off of him.
"Here, let me carry you or we will be all day." Phil said whilst picking me up and wrapping both my legs around his waist. He turned the TV off and picked up our phones before starting to walk upstairs. I rested my head on his shoulder and hid my face in his neck. He got us to his room and sat me on his bed.
"Phil, I took all of my stuff I have nowt to sleep in."
"Borrow something from my wardrobe." He said to me. I stood up and walked over to Phil's wardrobe. I looked through his T-shirts and smelt each one of them to see which one smelt the most like him. I found one and put it on, it was a little baggy on me because he was bigger so I just slept in that and my underwear. I walked back over to the bed which Phil was now sat in, on his phone. I kept lifting his T-shirt up to my face and smelling it, I loved the way Phil smelt. He saw me smelling it and looked at me weirdly.
"Why are you sniffing my top so much?" He laughed under his breath.
"It smells like you. I like it." I admitted to him.
"Your so weird."
"What are you then."
"Shut up, stop smelling my top and come here and smell me instead."
"Yessir." I walked over to his side of the bed and jumped on top of him. I stuck my head into his neck and smelt it. His aftershave was so strong that it lasted all day long.
"You wasn't joking when you said that you like the way I smell huh?" He laughed again.
"Shut up."
"Why do you even like it so much?"
"It reminds me of you."
"Why do you need to be reminded of me? I'm right here."
"Yeah but it just...I don't know. It's comforting I guess." I could feel myself blushing a little and he could clearly see it as he started laughing. I pushed his face back "Oh shushh, you are so annoying Phil."
"Yeah but we both know you love it."
"Whatever." I layed down on his chest and wrapped my arms around him.
"I was thinking..." he began.
"Go on."
"Maybe tomorrow we could go out with Jack and Bea. Like a double date kind of thing."
I laughed "I'm not going on a date with you Phil."
"What?" He sounded a bit hurt "Why not?"
"Because, you haven't asked me to be your girlfriend which means we are friends and I don't go on dates with my friends."
"Friends huh?"
"Yeah."
"Well friends don't kiss, have sex, take each other's clothes, sleep in each other's beds and cuddle with each other."
"Good point." I say rolling off of him and getting into the other side of the bed.
"Wait why did you get off?"
"As you said, friends don't cuddle. I'm not cuddling you because your my friend."
"So you have to be my girlfriend to cuddle?"
"Yeah, your gonna have to label it for a cuddle Foden." I said giggling a little.
"Well then, guess we will have to see when I make things happen."
I stayed on the other side of the bed for five minutes until I got cold and lonely. I tired over and could just about see Phil in the dark. I moved towards him and wrapped my arms around him and put my head in his neck.
"I thought you said friends don't cuddle?"
"They don't. We aren't cuddling, we are hugging for a really long time. And this isn't a friendship."
"What is it then?"
"Umm...it's a situationship." I said as he laughed, "Well FOR NOW it's a situationship."
"What does that mean?"
"Let me sum it up for you" I moved closer towards him and whispered in his ear. "Take the hint Foden."
"Hints taken, we will see what happens ay?"
"Fine by me." We lay there for a while until we both fell asleep in each other's embrace. I hoped deep down that he did ask me out, I just didn't want to force him into anything, but the guy needed a hint. He was taking too long.