Real Life Angel

Real Life Angel #23 : In my weakest moment

Real Life Angel #23 : In my weakest moment

Written for Martina

I worry too much or I worry to little

I subject myself to stress whilst emotions are brittle

I can't understand or comprehend why

I fall ill and stay put

But my mind and thought's haven't forgotten

This keeps me alert 

Gives me so much hope

I've been listening to "broken angel" a lot

But perhaps I should try spinning " your guardian angel" 

I don't know but I promise I'll be fine

Like I did before , like allways

Cause I believe that as long as you smile

I can be fine

So I promise too myself

That I can't die

Even when neglected  terribly

And the hospital should be helping me

40 degrees fever lying there lonely

I believe in myself

Cause I can believe in you

In your innocence and smile

There are times when problems

Can only be solved by money

Or sufficient action

But sometimes

The tiniest  smile

Is all it takes