"𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛, 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚓𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜- 𝙸𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜."
Hope's POV
What was I thinking? I should have known. but I still can't help feeling jealous, left out, and sad. he left me and went with two hot women. he is going to fuck them. I am so embarrassed and pissed I start to drink whiskey. I go to the bar and ask for another shot when someone introduces to me. His name is Eric, he is very sweet and kind.
Now I am drunk. I feel my head dizzy. I am dancing with Eric. He has blonde hair, tattoos, and piercings. He is sexy. We dance more and more until I feel Eric's lips crash on my. It's not the same as with Lorenzo, there are no sparks or butterflies in my belly when we are kissing. He gets another shot and we drink it. I am too much drunk for thinking about Lorenzo. I want to forget him and not give a fuck about him.
Eric and I are french kissings, dancing, and hugging. We are enjoying ourselves and having a really good time. Suddenly I feel someone's eyes on me. I feel someone is watching or staring at me. I turn around and see Lorenzo with the same woman he left with. He looks pissed and angry. Is it because I am kissing eric? I can and I will. Lorenzo can fuck as many women as he wants, but I can't. Ooh, I can too. I decide to be annoying, stubborn and show him what is Karma, I take Eric's hand and I give it on my ass and he squeezes, I take him out of the club to my room. I want him to fuck me. I want Lorenzo's jealousy. I want Lorenzo to be angry and pissed. I love seeing him angry at me.
Eric slowly pushes me on the bed, I unzip my pants and take my shirt off. He pulls his pants down and we lay on my bed. He kisses me from the bottom to up my whole body. It gives me chills. He is very gentle. I am horny. I take my panties off and I say: " come here, eat me " I say shyly but at the same time confident. The alcohol I drank gives me the confidence and the power to speak up. I lay open my legs and he eats my pussy. It feels so good, his tongue against my vagina. I feel orgasm but right before I hear the doors open:
"What the fuck is wrong with you man? She is mine, get the fuck away from her? Before I kill you, Now!" Lorenzo walks in screaming,
I hate him. Why can't I have pleasure? why? I want to fuck. I want an orgasm. I want satisfaction and relaxation. "Eric, ignore him, let's go out of here," I say ignoring Lorenzo. Before I leave he holds my hand: "you are not going anywhere, Bella" Lorenzo says.
"fuck you, Lorenzo, I will go. ERIC will fuck me and I will scream his name" I say to him. I regret what I said to him, I AM DRUNK and I am not thinking clearly. Why can't I fuck with Eric?
"Get the fuck out of here, Eric." he screams and gives Eric a scary look and Eric looks at me and I whisper: " go, it's okay" Eric nods and leaves the room. Leaving me with one and only Lorenzo. I am hurt.
I feel tears falling down my cheeks and I am pissed, angry, and frustrated. I scream and cry: " what do you want from me? huh? You want to fuck me, Lorenzo? Do you want to hurt me? You want me to watch you fuck other women? You want me to pleasure you? why me? you have all the women in the house and yet you come to me. I don't date" I mimic him. I am too drunk and I have the guts to speak to him like that. He knows I drank alcohol and stays quiet.
"What Lorenzo? you shut up? how is that? you know I thought maybe if you fuck me you will appreciate me more. I thought maybe we can work. Maybe we can be something. maybe. just maybe. But guess what? You are not dating material. You are not husband material. You are fuckboy. You fuck and leave, right? Well, I need you to leave my room now. Now Lorenzo. Leave" I am crying to him. He stays quiet and looks at me :
"I am sorry, Bella," He says.
"Well you shouldn't be sorry, I should have known better," I say to him honestly still crying
"I fucked them," He says
"Does It look like I care? If you came into my room to tell me that, you are seriously fucked up, Lorenzo. Leave now" I say to him shocked at his words.
"Bella, listen to me. I fucked them, yes. But It was nothing. They are nothing. You, on the other hand, you are so much more, Hope. You make me feel different, you make me feel love. You ... you are mine" He says.
"I don't care and I am not yours and I will never be," I add.
"I am sorry, Bella," He says and leaves the room.
Leaves me all alone in my thoughts.
Why do I care about him? Why am I attached? I know he fucks other women. I know he doesn't care about me. But I can't help but think how wrong, disrespectful Lorenzo is.
I can't be wasting my precious lifetime and sanity on him. It's a fact that if I accept his kind of behavior, he will do even worse.
💟Thursday(next day)💟
No, no, no! Please don't hurt me. Mom! Please! Help me, mom! Tears falling down my cheeks when I see a 50 years old disgusting pedophile who is squeezing my tit and entering inside of me. "Mom" I scream, " help" I cry.
Fuck, I hate dreams of that night. I hate dreams of my mother. Not dreams, nightmares.
I look at my work schedule for today and it says that today there is hiking to mountains. Everyone is going. I wake up Olivia and I tell her to get ready. At 10 am we meet in the front of the house. I see Emma, Jade, and Jessie. I walk up to them and we wait for assistant Trisha to come. We are now walking for 2 hours and I ask Trisha how much longer do we have, she smiles and doesn't answer. After about 5minutes of walking, we come to the mountain. On top, there is a villa and a pool. We go inside of the villa where Trisha shows where are the showers and then It's time for us to work. I serve at the pool bar with Jade and Emma. I love working with them. We laugh, joke and drink. After 3hours of working I take a seat beside the pool. I turn around and notice someone is watching me. I look at who it is, and I see Eric.
"Eric" I squeak and jump in his arms.
"Hello, beautiful" He hugs me back and gives me a kiss on the cheek.
"I am sorry for the behavior of Lorenzo yesterday," I say ashamed
"He is like that... I don't know why" I say again honestly
"Don't worry, are you okay? did he hurt you?" he asks concerned looking at my body for bruises.
"I love seeing you in this uniform," he says and winks at me.
"but I would love seeing you without one even more" When he says that I blush and giggle.
We talk and have fun with each other. The rest of the evening I spent with Eric. I love this guy. He is so caring. He is what every woman would want in a man. He is loyal, decent, protective, lovely, kind. He deserves a perfect woman.
Lorenzo? I don't care where he is. He is probably fucking some other woman right now. As Lorenzo could actually hear what I was thinking, he comes out of nowhere with three young, beautiful women beside him. Jealous? I not. I don't care. He notices me sitting with Eric so I take my chance and kiss Eric.
"I am going to the toilet," I say and leave Eric alone at the pool.
I come to the toilet and I hear a woman's voice coming in here:
"You should take her, now"
Ah? who? Maybe she is just talking about a drink or a woman to fuck? When I come from the toilet no one is in front of the toilet. SUDDENLY I ONLY SEE BLACK. am I blindfolded? Oh, shit. I FREAK OUT.
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