it's you//2jin

twenty five

we're all in our own classes now and jinsoul is leaning her head against her arm, trying not to sleep.

{ time passed }

its lunch time now and im not expecting jungeun to be here or whatever after what happened. i held jinsoul's hands and sat beside her while she tries to eat. she kept telling me she doesn't have any appetite but she have to eat. it's unhealthy to starve.

"jinsoul unnie.. are you.. okay?" yerim asked and jinsoul just nodded her head without eye contact.

hyejoo sighs and looks down while she plays her phone under the table. the whole lunch table was quiet and all. no one dared to say anything, especially during a time like this.

suddenly, someone came up to us, it is none other than the cheater.

"jinsoul, can we talk?" jungeun blurted out while she scratched her nape. jinsoul didn't have any response or reaction and just stared at her food. jungeun stood there awkwardly while she tries not to make any eye contact with us and i can tell that she's especially trying not to make eye contact with me.

suddenly i felt my phone vibrate and saw a message from hyejoo. i looked at her and saw her typing. so i went into her notification.

hyewolf🐺😐

ask her to fuck off.
before i beat her up.

hye, don't. jinsoul is already having a hard time.

and thats because of jungeun.

yeah no shit.

ask her to fuck off please.

god ok fine.

i switched off my phone and looked at jungeun while i stood up.

"there's nothing for the both of you to talk about kim." i said and jungeun avoided eye contact with me. god i feel like beating this bitch up.

"fucking idiot, why are you avoiding eye contact with me. you're scared? then you shouldn't have cheated on jinsoul in the first place." i scoffed.

"let me explain." jungeun said.

"there's nothing to be explained. you cheated, and that's it. nothing else." i got annoyed and pushed her.

"i told you i didn't like cheaters right? i told you from the start when you first dated jinsoul that if you hurt her i would hurt you twice as bad right? i wish you all the best in this fight then. may the best one win." i said and threw her to the ground.

"heejin.." jungeun muttered.

"shut the fuck up." i said and slapped her.

"heejin!" haseul shouted but i just ignored her.

"i thought you would've been a good girlfriend for jinsoul. guess i thought wrong. you suck. you're trash. you're even worse than me." i said and punched her. she can't do anything. i wanted to make her feel weak. vulnerable.

"i really hate your stuck up attitude. i really hate your personality. looks like after years of dating jinsoul you've finally showed your true self and cheated on her?" i said and punched her again. at this point, jungeun is already a crying mess, she's bleeding from the nose, her lips are bleeding, her face is a bloody mess.

i squat down and look at her trying to move back. the further she moves back, the closer she is to the wall. i followed closer as she continues to move back until her back hits the wall.

she stares at me with fear in her eyes, god it feels so good to see people suffering in my hands. i let out a bitter chuckle and look at her, crying.

"don't you feel like screaming for help?" i said.

"or perhaps, screaming for your boyfriend for his help?" i added.

"hmm, guess not?" i said and picked her up by her collar. she gulps as she closes her eyes and tries not to look at me.

"HEEJIN ENOUGH!" haseul shouted again and i threw jungeun onto the floor hardly as her back hits the wall with a bang sound.

"i fucking hate you kim jungeun." i said and picked up my phone and wallet with my hands all bloody.

i walked up to the roof where i find peace. i lay down at the middle of the roof as i closed my eyes and breathed slowly, trying to calm down.

my hands and clothes were all bloody but i can't go into the toilet or else the people inside might get a scare.

i heard the roof door opens and heard footsteps coming towards me. thinking it was jungeun, i sighed.

"jungeun, fuck off." i cursed, not opening my eyes.

"heejin.. give me 10 minutes. let me explain everything. please heejin. im begging."

"can you just go away. im not in the mood now. i came here for peace and you came here for what." i said.

"heejin, it's yuta.. he.. forced me to cheat on jinsoul."

"no shit. all lies." i said and stood up. why must she ruin my peaceful time. jungeun stood up and pulled me back as i was about to walk away.

"heejin, believe me! he said that if i don't date him he would hurt jinsoul! please, heejin! believe me.." jungeun said.

"jungeun, stop it with the lies. just say you really want to date him and go."

"no! it's true! i really genuinely love jinsoul with my whole heart. i would never cheat on her! i love her more than i love anything else in the world. please heejin, just believe me!"

"i saw you on the bed with yuta. i've got visual evidence for myself to know." i replied.

"heejin, please believe me!" jungeun cried as she kneeled down in front of me.

"let's not do this kneeling down to beg thing." i said and walked away.

"heejin, i can give you proof!" jungeun said and stumbled with her phone, while she scrolls for yuta contact.

i read through her texts with yuta and saw another yuta contact.

"what's this, another yuta contact?" i asked and tapped into it.

"this is his other phone, he uses it to text me as if im his girlfriend and when jinsoul sees it, it's victory for him." jungeun explained. fuck this yuta.

"goddamnit kim jungeun! you shouldn't even have agreed to this shit." i sighed.

"he said he would hurt jinsoul! i wouldn't want jinsoul to get hurt!"

"you could've told me. i could've settled this easily. guess we have to do this the hard way now.." i said and returned jungeun her phone.

"that doesn't mean im okay with you already." i said.

"just, don't do anything yet. i'll deal with this." i added and jungeun nodded.