it's you//2jin

thirty nine

"yah, are you mad?" i asked as i drove us home and hyunjin just shook her head with no emotions.

"you're lying." i said and hyunjin looks at me and raise an eyebrow.

"you're jealous." i said and hyunjin looks back to the front and huffed.

"im not." she replied.

"you are love, we stayed together long enough for me to know what you're feeling now." i said and parked the car.

"no." hyunjin said and i turned my body to face her.

"i love you babe, more than anything else, you know that, so don't be jealous." i said and we got out of the car.

we went into our house and i immediately threw myself onto the sofa, throwing my bag aside.

"go shower." hyunjin said as she pulls me up by my clothes.

"holy shit you're strong." i grunt as i struggled from her grip.

"okay okay i will go shower now, please let go of me." i said and hyunjin lets go but she pushed me to the floor.

"what the fuck babe. what the fuck did i do to you?" i said as i picked up my bag and walked upstairs and slammed the room door.

"what did i do huh. i just hung out with soojin that's all. it's not like i fucked her or cheated on you either." i mumbled to myself.

"yeah, fuck it, im jealous, of course im jealous," hyunjin said as she slammed the door behind her and walked towards me, "who wouldn't be jealous if their girlfriend put their attention on someone else but give little attention to their partner."

"oh."

"i am jealous, im very fucking jealous. agreeing to go out with soojin but not your own girlfriend? running away from me just because you didn't wanna leave soojin alone and left your girlfriend alone? is that your love language? to ignore your girlfriend and go to another girl? wow thought so." hyunjin said, sounding really really mad. damn i really hurt her huh.

'fuck you jeon heejin, why are you so fucking dumb.' i thought.

"baby.." i said as i held her hand.

"don't you 'baby' me!" hyunjin said and pulled her hand away from my grip and rolled her eyes. damn.. im hurt now.

"hyun.. im sorry.." i said as i walked to her desk.

"go away heejin." hyunjin said, did i really hurt her that bad? i guess i did.

jeon fucking heejin you're so dumb i swear. why did you make the love of your life mad. how am i gonna make it up to her.

she likes bread. imma get her bread, chocolates and flowers. since hyunjin is ignoring me i just went to the mall to get some things for hyunjin.

"oh heejin!" the flower shop owner, ms oh called out as i walked into her shop. i always came here to buy flowers for jiwon.

"for jiwon?" she asked and i shook my head and picked up some flowers that im gonna buy for hyunjin.

"for hyunjin, my girlfriend. ah right, i didn't tell you, jiwon left this place a few years back." i said and ms oh gave me a sympathetic smile.

"both of you broke up?" she asked.

"kinda. she left me alone in this world, this cruel world. what could i ever do without jiwon? she was my everything and she left me.." i said, "well, i have hyunjin now."

"do you have a picture of hyunjin?" ms oh asked and i took out my phone and show her a picture of hyunjin that i took of her secretly during morale class.

"yellow and red roses.. did you do something wrong?" ms oh asked.

"well technically, she seemed really mad at me and looked hurt just now."

"ah really? i wish you all the best heejin, come back soon." ms oh said and i bowed and left the flower shop to buy chocolates and lastly i went to buy bread.

driving home, praying that hyunjin wouldn't be mad at me anymore. i slowly and quietly opened the room door and heard her talking to someone on the phone.

'ah right hee, how are you and min?"

"good? that's great!"

"oh me? i kinda got into a fight with heejin."

"honestly, she's been giving so much attention to soojin now and it's like she barely cares about me now," that's not true..

"i love her alot but what can i do. soojin is her best friend."

"break up-? are you fucking serious right now chanhee? what if i ask you to break up with changmin just because of a fight of jealousy? dude are you crazy? are you out of your mind?" damn..

"haven't i thought about it? obviously not? why the fuck would i think about it when i love her so much that i would do anything for her?"

"yeah you better be sorry about saying that."

"i mean what if one day i actually break up with her? i hope it doesn't happen." please don't make it happen.

"aight i'll call you again soon, i think
heejin's home." i've been home very long ago hyun.

i walked into the room and she looks at me.

"hey.. um well, i got you some flowers, yellow roses are the best flowers for saying sorry to your partner, and i got you bread and chocolates." i said as i walked towards her and gave her the things.

"oh, thanks." hyunjin said and i nodded.

"im sorry for making you jealous and for not giving you attention." i apologised and hyunjin hugged me.

"im sorry."