Skyfall (An Joonas Porko Love Story)

(2) Where Will You Hide?

Joonas

So much has changed between Miranda and I. We used to be close but ever since Aleksi came into the picture, she always was glued to his side. Although sometimes I have noticed the guys giving me a strange look.

Yesterday Miranda and Aleksi left quite fast, I woke up from my night of debauchery. I managed to get the brunette out of my home and I decided to pay a visit to Niko's house. Find out what was happening with Aleksi and Miranda once and for all.

I knocked on the rapper's door, his brown curly hair was thrown into a messy bun.

"Ah Porko, what can I help you with?" Asks the rappers, as I get invited into his house and saw his white cat Rommi approach us, I took a seat on the couch and began having a conversation.

"What's the matter man?" Niko asks concerned, as he hands me a bottle of water needing something to hydrate my body after all that alcohol filled night.

"Are Aleksi and Miranda fucking?" I find myself blurting out and Niko bursts out laughing, while scratching the back of his head.

"No, they aren't. Why would you think that?" Niko asks me.

"Because they're stuck together like glue, they're always together and never alone. Do you think that Aleksi could like her?" I ask him, I felt a little jealousy.

"Well, I don't think he does. But Joonas in all honesty you haven't treated Miranda well over these past few months you've been all over groupies and bringing them to parties and shit. Do you think that it's so cool to ignore her?" Niko tells me.

"It could be man, I don't know." I said running my hand through my tousled blonde hair.

My mind started transporting me back to the day two years ago that I had kissed Miranda and it was a memory that I tried to drown out with alcohol and groupies but it didn't help. Seeing her around every day made it worse. Although she keeps her distance from me at all times.

Joel, Niko, Tommi, Olli and I were sitting around, until we heard the door slam open and a figure in white running up the stairs. The guys were too busy to even notice Miranda crying, so I decided to check on her.

"Joonas, why are you here?" Miranda asked me. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Are you alright?" I ask her. She sighs and wipes her green eyes.

"No Joonas, do I look okay? I am covered in blue slime and people at uni thought it was funny." She said with angry tears running down her face.

"I happen to think you look quite adorable with the blue." I said trying to lighten up the mood, as a light chuckle escaped her lips.

"Come here you silly thing, let me help you." I tell her, I took the rag out of her hand and began to clean her face gently holding her jaw in my calloused hands. Her green eyes meeting my blue eyes, I was close to her face. I found myself mesmerized by her.

"Why are you looking at me like that Porko?" Miranda whispers, I dropped the rag out of my hand and pressed my lips against hers. My plump lips against hers and I found myself lifting her off the bathroom floor and placing her on the bathroom counter as we kissed. I pull away from her and she was staring at me wide eyed.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do. Just forget this ever happened." I said . She fucking smiled at me after I had kissed her, my body felt on fire until my stupid dumb ass said those words. Her face fell, she fought those tears and I walked out leaning against the bathroom door sighing and rejoining the guys.

I recounted the story to Niko and he stared at me, I did not tell the rest of them because I knew they would look at me.

"When did that happen?" Niko asks me with his jaw dropped.

"It fucking two years ago!" I mutter in my hands. Niko got up and smacked me across the face.

"You fucking wanker!" Niko says with his hands in his face.

"Well, this was a fucking revelation wasn't it?" I ask with a laugh.

"You don't fucking say! Fuck this man, I need a drink!" The brown-haired vocalist got up and downed a shot.

"So you won't say anything?" I ask.

"Yes, I won't say a fucking word!" He tells me.

Then he asks, "Why the groupies then?" He asks me while drinking another shot to calm his nerves.

"Because to forget her, but it hasn't worked!" I groan grabbing the bottle of tequila and downing it.

Miranda

I remember the day I fell in love with Joonas as if it were yesterday. I got home from work and jumped in the shower. Aleksi was nowhere to be seen, he had left me a note saying that he would be back in late today because he was editing portions of their music.

I walked into school, these preppy jocks and cheerleaders were always making fun of me. My brown hair and my grungy appearance was something that irked them. Until they played a park on me.

I walked into the classroom not knowing that there was a bucket of blue slime in there, I opened the door and the bucket fell on top of my head ruining my white dress I wore. They never got in trouble for it, the teasing was relentless. I ran all the way home and cried.

Joel, Niko, Tommi, Olli and Joonas were sitting around as the tears fell from my face and ran down my face. I rushed upstairs trying to clean myself up. I heard light footsteps behind me, the person was also helping me clean myself up.

"Joonas, why are you here?" I asked him. "Are you alright?" He asks me. I sighed and I wiped my eyes.

"No Joonas, do I look okay? I am covered in blue slime and people at uni thought it was funny." I said with tears streaming down my face.

"I happen to think you look quite adorable with the blue." Joonas said trying to lighten up the mood, as a light chuckle escaped his lips.

"Come here you silly thing, let me help you." The guitarist said, and he grabs the white rag and carefully starts cleaning my face up. Blue eyes meeting green eyes, his eyes were quite dreamy and beautiful.

"Why are you looking at me like that Porko?" I whisper to the taller tousled blonde-haired man, his plump lips connecting with mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we kissed in the bathroom. He lifted me up onto the bath counter deepening the kiss, my finger entangling in his hair and he pulls away.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do. Just forget this ever happened." Joonas says. I nod, as the happy feeling left my soul. My tears were streaming down my face but I would not cry in front of him.

I began sobbing until Niko and Joel walked in and saw that I was a sobbing mess and they both ran over and I cried in their arms.

That was two years ago, I was a tender age of 20. But now I am 22 years of age and reliving the memory, that haunted me. I needed to get it out of my mind. A tear streamed down my face and I wiped it away.

I saw Aleksi had walked in looking exhausted and I got up off the couch and brought him to have some food.

"Have you been crying?" He asks me, his blue eyes scanning my face.

"Memories of that stupid kiss that Joonas and I shared two years ago." I admitted truthfully, the black-haired man walked over to me and hugged me. He sat down and enjoyed his food, and thanked me.

"I'll be back, we can Netflix and chill on the couch." Aleksi says and I nod, washing the dishes and Alekis walks out in a pair of black baggy basket shorts and he was shirtless and a fluffy blanket.

We laid on the couch and watched the movie, as I felt the warmth of his body and the blanket, his laugh was so cute.

I felt a little tired, I found myself absent-mindedly tracing his tattoos on his arms while watching the movie.

A/N: Well.. this chapter was quite intense! It is kind of tricky to find inspiration to write this story but I am trying my best, to keep it going. This is my first Blind Channel story, I am trying my best. What did you think about the revelation of the kiss? Do you think that Miranda should give up hope or keep fighting for Joonas? - MyVictim

Song Credit: Everybody's Fool by Evanescence