(An Joonas Porko Story)
Miranda La Fay is in love with Joonas Porko. The rest of Blind Channel knows this. Miranda has a close relationship with Aleksi Mattson. Will the band make Joonas realise this before it's too late? Or will Miranda give up...
"Miranda the boys are throwing a party, you should come with." Joonas says and I nodded. I dug through my wardrobe and pulled on this:
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I stare at my body, knowing that within the nine months would change. A baby would be growing inside me for nine months. I couldn't bring myself to tell Joonas. I would just have to run away then. That's the only choice I had.
I wanted to scream but I couldn't. I sat on my bed and pulled on my Killstar broom rider booties. I did my winged liner with some purple smoky eye and my posh spice liquid lipstick. Don't cry I told myself.
"Babe are you ready?" Joonas asks me, while I looked back at my boyfriend. He wore a white shirt, ripped jeans and a leather jacket.
"Yeah I'm ready!" I said with a smile and walked over to give him a kiss. God he was so perfect, his necklaces and a black watch adorned his tattooed hand, and the other hand had a dozen bracelets. I sprayed some perfume. God I prayed that I wouldn't be throwing up in Joel's bathroom.
Joonas and I watched for our Uber, it notified us. I sighed while the driver played Numb by Linkin Park. I stared at the city of Oulu.
"Miranda are you alright? You're awfully quiet." Joonas says, holding my midnight blue painted hand in his.
"I'm fine. Just been a little tired you know and work and all." I whisper and playing with his hand. We got to Joel's place. Joel, Aleksi, Niko, Olli and Tommi were all there.
I rushed and hugged all the guys, maybe this would be the last time. Joonas began drinking a beer and he offered me some and I declined. I looked at the boys talking about their album. How could I drop this news on him?
"Excuse me a moment!" I whispered and walked toward the bathroom and locked the door. The tap was running and I threw up. Thankfully Joel was blasting some black metal and no one heard. I wanted to scream and cry but what good would that do?
I cleared my throat and walked out and sat next to Joonas,I played with the red solo cup zoned out in my thoughts.
"Are you okay Miranda?" Olli asks me while sipping his beer, the sandy haired one looks at me concerned.
"Yeah why wouldn't I be?" I asked the sandy haired one.
"You're awfully quiet and you're not drinking." Olli points out.
"Yeah I'm not in the mood for alcohol." I say with a sigh, playing with the red solo cup. Joonas, Niko, Joel and Aleksi were outside smoking perhaps. It was just Olli, Tommi and I running my hand through my half black and white hair.
Joonas
I stood outside with Joel, Niko and Aleksi. I noticed that Miranda was checking her body and she seemed to be deep in thought.
"Boys I think somethings wrong with Miranda. She's not herself." I said running my hand through my hair.
"Have you tried speaking with her?" Niko suggests while letting a puff of smoke.
