Skyfall (An Joonas Porko Love Story)

(22) I hate What We create and Still you want it All

Aleksi

"Joel fuck wake up. We have to go to the recording studio." I said trying to wake up my boyfriend and he groaned.

"What about Miranda? We can't just leave her alone." Joel says with a yawn. I run my hand through his messy blonde hair.

"Well she'll be okay. Especially the doctor has to see her. We could leave her a note." I tell the blonde haired one.

He nods, burying his face in the crook of my neck.

"We need to tell the guys. They need to know because we almost lost her." Joel says against my neck.

"Good thing we didn't. I was so frightened. I thought she had a miscarriage. Joel she was so pale." I said, running my hand through my hair.

"Yes I think something happened with her and Niko. I need to tell Niko to figure his shit out." I said to my boyfriend.

"Oh my goodness that's why I love you so much! You care so much for others." Joel says and places a kiss on my lips and we kissed.

"Uh get up lazy bones! Niko will kill us." I said. I looked over at Miranda, she was cuddled up to the panda I gave her. She looked so peaceful. I walked over and covered her up.

I sighed sitting next to her bed running my fingers through her hair.

"Poor girl. She's such a beautiful with the weight of the world on her shoulders." Joel whispers and places a kiss on her forehead.

Dear Mira,
Sorry for slipping out so early. Niko wanted us at the recording studio. We'll come by and pick you up. But we'll ask Tommi also. Because he can help us carry you up the stairs.

Love Joel and Aleksi <3

We stopped at Joel's place and we took a shower. I had left a few of my clothes at his home whenever I had to sleep over. We were both dressed and headed toward the recording studio.

I felt exhausted, but work had to be done.

"You guys are late! Where the fuck were you?" Niko asks with a grumpy attitude.

"Don't fucking start with your bullshit attitude! Miranda gave us a fright yesterday. She fucking passed out in my arms." I said bitterly.

"Wait what? Where is she? Is she okay?" Niko asks frantically. I raised an eyebrow.

"Why do you care? That should be Porko's concern or unless you were the cause of it." I said. Joonas, Olli and Tommi weren't here yet.

"I might of have been." The brown haired vocalist says running his hand through his hair.

"Can you explain what you mean?" I asked a little confused. I looked into his eyes, they held an emotion.

"I...I think I'm in love with her. And whenever she speaks of Joonas I can't help but feel jealous." Niko mutters in his hands.

"Wait what? You're in love with her. Do you know how upset she was when you didn't talk to her in days. Poor girl was crying her heart out." I said remembering that day.

"I think she cares for you too... But she's just afraid of feeling lost you know." I said.

"I fell for my best friend's ex girlfriend and I'm a monster. I should be helping them fix their relationship not falling for someone." Niko says sighing.

"Well Niko your heart wants what it wants. You can't help love." I said.

"You're right." He says with a sigh.