Skyfall (An Joonas Porko Love Story)

Alternate Ending

Miranda

Baby Nova was six months already, it was taxing but totally worth it. I could not believe that within eight months she would start walking. My body was bouncing back, I had managed to get into callisthenics training in order to get my body strong and built. Joonas would be watching me do some crazy flips and stuff on our pull up bar at home.

But at the same time, I felt exhausted and drained. But my baby needed me so I force myself out of bed. Joonas was getting frustrated with me, I didn't mean it's not my fault.

I decided to leave baby Nova with Aleksi and Joel for a day or two, trying to get my head on straight. Joonas would want to get intimate but I didn't want any of that.

"What the fuck is the matter Miranda? You barely speak or eat? You're always crying or look dead!" Joonas yells and I felt the tears.

"Because I feel so fucking dead inside and you shouting at me constantly is making me feel worse Joonas!" I yelled getting in his face, I shoved him away from me and slammed the nursery door shut.

I found myself grabbing my jacket and visiting the only person I knew who could make me feel good was Olli. I decided to visit him because he had read about parenting guides and I needed some help on this. I mean Joonas was great and all but he did not understand.

It was raining hard, but I didn't care and I saw the apartment that said Matela and knocked on the door. The bassist opened the door, it was so odd to see him in a regular shirt and sweatpants. Because he always those black button-up shirts.

"Miranda?" The bassist asks me, letting me into his flat and I was soaking wet, I didn't want to see Niko or anyone.

"I need your help, you have books right on parenting. I am feeling dead inside and I was thinking maybe you can help me. Niko and Joonas live close to each other and I do not need them gossiping." I said, and Olli sighed and let me in.

"Hold on let me warm up the kettle and get you some tea, and some clothes to change into." Olli says, he vanished into his bedroom and he came back holding his black t-shirt and tracksuit bottoms.

"The bathroom is over, and I will see what I can find." Olli says, while I disappear and change into his clothes. I looked at my make-up it was a mess and wiping it off. I splashed some water on my face and walked.

So I have Postpartum depression you're saying, what do I do Dr Matela?" I ask him, he explains to me.

"Well first we should speak with Joonas and tell him to stop shouting at you so recklessly is one thing, and second we need to book you an appointment with a psychologist." Olli suggests and I nodded with a smile.

"Thank you Matela, you're the best!" I said hugging him. I didn't notice before now but the sandy-haired bassist wasn't so bad. I had fallen asleep on his sofa. I woke up to being covered by a duvet.

I saw Olli was standing in the kitchen, I could hear a sigh escape his lips. I had piled my half black and white haired in a bun.

"Uh Miranda...I need to speak to you." Olli whispers, while I stared at the bassist with a worried experience.

"Olli what's wrong?" I asked him, he sighs and looks at me.

"Fuck I don't know how to tell you this...But I'm..." He says while trying to find words and he starts pacing up and down.

"You know you can tell me anything you want!" I said while walking up to the bassist. I urged him.

"Miranda...You see I've been feeling some sort of way about a certain someone and I'm not sure if I should tell her or suffer in silence." Olli says with a sigh, running his hand through his curly hair. I always thought that Olli was sweet.

"You can tell me anything!" I whispered to him. Oh my God. What the fuck is happening? I sighed while I sat on the couch and Olli paced back and forth, I had to stop him.

His constant pacing drove me crazy, he kept looking to the ground.

"Miranda...I've be harbouring these feelings and I think I'm in love with you. I mean you're perfect, caring and compassionate. You're such a good mum to Nova. God why do I feel this way toward my band mates girlfriend...I don't know!" Olli said and I stare at him with jaw dropped.

"Oh my God. Olli Matela, are you fucking crazy?" I whispered while sinking into his couch, but it did make sense though. The constant research, the constant baby facts and the fact that he would check in.

"Yes I'm crazy about you!" Olli whispers and I stood up sighing.

"God what is it with you men? Is there something about pregnant woman that turns you and Niko on?" I asked with a groan while throwing my hands in the air.

"I'm not turned on, I'm just generally in love with you. I fell in love with you, when Joonas broke up with you when you found out you were pregnant!" Olli says. Wait what? And he fucking didn't say anything?!

Olli walks up to me and places a kiss on my lips,  his kiss was soft yet passionate. He pulls me in closer, I pulled away snapping my eyes open.

"Come away with me! Let's go and I'm willing to leave all of this behind. It can be just you, me and Nova on a nice island maybe Costa Rica?" Olli asks me, I stared at the sandy haired bassist with wide eyes.

"Is that what you want?" I whispered and he nods.

(A Few Months Later)

We were in San José, Costa Rica while Nova was playing in the white sand. Olli was sitting her and  i just wanted the two interacting with each other. She was already one years old, her and Olli had a close bond. I thought it was the cutest thing ever.

So we eloped also, I walked over to my little family.

"So Mrs Matela this is the life huh? I got my two beautiful girls here. Although she's not mine, I still love her like my own." Olli says with a smile. I leaned my head against his shoulder.

"Oh it's perfect indeed Mr Matela." I said with a smile. I was indeed in love with Olli, it was perfect. He helped me recover from my postpartum depression, he was supportive.

The three of us watched the sunset and went back to our little cabin where I bathed Nova and put her to bed.

Olli decided to tuck her in and read her a story, the way he was animated with her and he made the noises of the characters. It cracked me up.

"Goodnight little one!" Olli whispers to Nova and tucks her in and kisses her forehead. He saw me standing near the frame of the door, while he wrapped his arms around me.

"God you're so good with her!" I say to Olli and he smiled at me, while wrapping his arms around my waist and gives me a kiss on the lips.

Olli throws me over his shoulder and we were snuggled up to each other. It felt nice. Also it felt nice to be away from the craziness in Finland.

"I love you Miranda!" Olli whispers to me, and I nodded with a smile.

"I love you too!" I said with a smile and kiss him.

A/N: So...This is the alternate ending I was thinking about... Aren't Olli, Miranda and Nova cute? Chapter 42 is going to be the last one...I just want to see which ones you like the most?

Here's some BTS of the alternate chapter:

N: So.. I dunno what to do with it.. Joel and Aleksi are cute but not so sure about Miranda and Joonas...
L: Hmm.. How about a plottwist?
N: Tell me more :D
L: She runs away with Olli x)
N: OHSHIT!!
L: I KNOW!!! No one sees that happening :D
N: OMGOMGOMG ELLIE IS GOING TO KILL ME!!!
L: BUT IT IS EPIC

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