Skyfall (An Joonas Porko Love Story)

(17) Forever Is Over

Miranda

(Two weeks later)

This morning sickness was driving me insane. Yeah so a lot has happened, Joonas and I broke up. The guys know I'm pregnant. I've been avoiding them like a plague.

I got up and brushed my teeth and washed my face. I felt a little hungry and I decided to listen to some music, Aleksi was hanging out with Joel well more like on a Joelski date. I ate my granola bar and drank my black tea.

I've been thinking about moving out, this flat was too small for the three of us. Although Aleksi wouldn't mind, I don't want to disturb his beauty sleep because of a crying baby. Five weeks pregnant and still feeling miserable.

Of course I missed Joonas but he didn't want anything to do with me anymore. Niko has been trying his hardest to cheer me up, but I just can't face any of them. I heard the front door open, I grabbed my tea and walked into my room and close the door.

I had three card boxes out, I opened the door of my wardrobe and there laid Joonas' hoodies, shirt and leather jacket and jeans. A tear streamed down my face.

I grabbed his things and inhaled them and cried, stop Miranda! I scolded myself  and begin to throw his shit in the box. I held the white AC/DC shirt the night that I got jumped and he gave it to me. I took a deep breath and threw that in there. I cleared all of his shit. I got some scotch tape and closed the box, with a black marker.

Porko's shit

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at my exposed stomach, I gently touched it. I could see my body was changing slowly. The constant peeing and throwing up. I hoped that the nausea would stop in my second trimester.

I decided to call my mother and see how she was. I called her through WhatsApp.

"Hi mum!" I sais into the handset.

"Hi Poppet, how are you?" She asks me.

"Not bad. Listen mum I want to come home." I said to her lowly, making sure no one was listening in.

"What's the matter darling?" My mum asks me.

"I'm five weeks pregnant and I told the child's father, he wants nothing to do with the child. So I'm going to need all of the help. I can't ask the guys for help, so I want to come home. Can I?" I asked her.

"Of course sweetpea, you know we miss you and would love to see you." My mother says.

"Okay, I'll let you know when I book the tickets and stuff." I tell her.

"Of course poppet and please take care of yourself. Remember the stress isn't good for you nor the baby." My mum says.

"Yes I know." I tell her. I hung up the phone and sat on my bed inhaling and exhaling. I was doing this, leaving and never coming back.

I walked outside and found Joel and Aleksi cuddled up, I walked past them.

"Ah Joel can you do me a favour and return Joonas' stuff to him." I said placing the box done. Aleksi literally grabbed the box out of my hand.

"You're not supposed to be carrying that!" Aleksi scolds and sat me down and threw the box onto the ground by the door. I started laughing my ass off.

"So how are you?" Joel asks.

"Peachy Joel. The person I love wants nothing to do with me. I'm five weeks pregnant and the morning sickness is driving me insane, always so tired." I said. Aleksi rubs my back in a comforting way.

"You'll be fine Mira! I know." Aleksi says and I smiled at him.

(The Next Day)

I got dressed in my lacy bralette and underwear, I put on my venom bodysuit, some black baggy pants with my checker board Vans. I wanted to get out of home and headed to work. The morning sickness wasn't so bad today. My half black and white hair was chucked up in a ponytail.