Y/n's POV
I awaken from a horrible dream, almost screaming but I cover my mouth befor I do. "Hey, hey what's wrong," Karl's arms wrap around me
"I, bad dream, like horrifying dream," I curl my legs up a little
"It's ok, it was all a dream," he says then kisses the back of my neck, sending butterflies to my stomach,
" I know but it just felt so real, like I actually felt pain, in my dream,"
He squeezes me a little. We lay in bed and cuddle for a little, "I'm gonna shower, hopefully it will take my mind off it," I sit up and run my fingers through my hair Before standing up. Karl stands up and hugs me from behind, making me jump a little. Karl and I hug for a little while "ok I gotta go shower," I try to walk forward but Karl holds me back.
"No, I want hugs," he puts his chin on my head.
I turn around and hug him for a little while, then get on my tip toes and kiss him twice. "Can I go shower now please," we make eye contact "fine," he says dramatically and flips back down on his bed. I walk over to his closet and look through my clothes, I grab a graphic tee and ripped jeans and head to the bathroom to shower.
I turn on the shower and let the water warm up, while I wait I take off my clothes and turn on some music, I can't get it out of my mind. During the dream I had gotten stabbed and actually felt it, and it felt so real. My thoughts fill my head giving me a headache, I get in the shower and let the hot water run over my head.
My headache start to fade but is still there, the music distracts me a little, but still not fully. I hear my phone go off a few times but ignore it, I wash my hair and face. My phone goes off again, and again. I wash my body then let the water run over me for a while, my phone finally stops going off so I can enjoy my music before I get out.
I turn off the water and use my hands to push most of the water out of my hair. I grab my towel and dry off, put on my clothes, brush my teeth. I put my hair in pigtail French braids and put my ring back on. I look at my phone, Karl and Nick where texting me while I was in the shower, but I also have a text from Chris. I unlock my phone and look at Chris's text
'hey Karl told me, why didn't you tell me sooner?' I text him back 'sorry, when we got back we went to sleep so I didn't think about telling you. At least we didn't not tell you right,' then exit his texts to look at Karl's 'hey I told Chris about us, I hope you don't mind,' what the first one he had sent, then 'me and Nick are streaming, you can join if you want just come in here with me when your done in the shower' and the last one is 'I also wanted to ask if we are keeping us a secret to the public? I don't want to say anything without knowing your comfortable with it,' I look at his texts again, he's so sweet.
I text him back 'I think we should keep us a secret for a little while, I don't want to start drama, also I don't mind you telling Chris bc I completely forgot.' He replies with a smile face, then 'I have an idea for addressing the meet up, ask Nick for something from the kitchen because he's closer to it, and then he will have to come upstairs, but like do it into the mic.' I respond with 'k' and walk out of the bathroom into Karl's room.
"Oh hey," he says and turns back to his computer. "I'm live by the way," he look at me again then pulls his extra chair into frame for me to sit in.
I walk over and plop down in the chair, "my legs are killing me from skateboarding last night," I complain dramatically and put on the extra headset and hear Nick
"don't be so dramatic y/n," Nick says
"Speaking of Sapnap, could you be a dear and bring me a monster, my legs hurt, and your closer to the fridge," I see Karl smile and chat goes crazy
"Fine, but only because I'm closer," he disconnects from the call and I see him go offline. I giggle and cover my mouth so chat doesn't hear. Nick opens the door and walk into frame handing me a monster, "thanks," I say and sit it down on the desk.
I look over at chat and see them talking about Sapnap being here with us, "guys Sapnap here!" Karl says into the mic and pulls in a 3rd chair on the other side of him.
I lift up my monster and open it, then take a sip, it tastes horrible because I just brushed my teeth. I sit it down in disappointment "I just brushed my teeth," I say after Karl looks at me weird.
He smiles "oh no, I've done that before," he leans back and giggles with Nick. I make a weird noise and Aggressively lean back.
We stream for a while but end it because the boys are getting hungry. When I stand up from my chair I get light headed then my vision goes black and I almost fall over, it happens all the time. I feel someone grab my shoulder before sitting me back down, my chair turns before I fully get my vision back. When I do I see Karl drop to his knees, "are you ok?" He puts his hands on my legs,
"ya, just got light headed, it happens all the time, it's just never gotten that bad before,"
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