He kisses down my neck and I tug on his hair. His hands trail down my waist as his lips meet mine again and they slide up under my shirt.
"Louis," I whimper, pushing him away gently.
"Huh?" He tilts his head and me and I sigh, patting him on the shoulder (I don't know why I did that...)
"S-so the weather's nice," I say nervously.
"Baby, if you're not ready then that's fine," he runs a hand through his hair.
"Sorry," I frown.
"It's fine. I love you," he informs me, ruffling my hair.
I raise my eyebrows at him before just shrugging it off and lying down on the bed, "Goodnight."
"Goodnight," he kisses me on the forehead, climbing under the covers.
Even though he said it's fine, and I know there's nothing wrong with wanting to wait... I still feel like I've committed a crime or something.
I do love him and I do trust him, it's just that... I'm not ready.
That's fine right?
So why do I feel like I've done something wrong?
~*~
"So tonight we're going clubbing," Niall grins, "You can come if you want-"
"No way. No, I don't do 'clubbing'. No, no, no," I laugh, shaking my head furiously. Clubbing and me, we're not compatible.
"Suit yourself," he shrugs.
"Ooh, Harry!" I spot him walk into the breakfast buffet room.
"Hey," he greets.
"I forgot to thank you for saving my life," I say gratefully and he shrugs.
"No big deal."
"Yes big deal, I felt like I was going to pass out," I deny, nudging him as he sits down in the seat next to me.
"Are you coming clubbing tonight?" He ignores my comment, smiling sympathetically at me.
"Nope," I lean back in my chair, shoving a waffle into my mouth, "Is wewie gown?"
"Don't talk with your mouthful," Liam scolds, sitting down across from us.
"I ca do wa I wan," I try to speak.
"We need a translator," Zayn also sits down next to Liam.
"Mhm," I hum.
Once I've swallowed I speak up again, "Well, originally I said 'Is Louis going'."
"No you didn't, you said 'is wewie gown'!" Niall denies.
"Well fine then," I roll my eyes, "But is he going clubbing?"
"Yeah. But you can stay back with Danielle!" Liam grins.
"Ok."
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Half A Heart
Fanfiction"So you're saying I'm being kidnapped by two members of a boyband?" I raise my eyebrows at the two creeps. "Exactly." "I feel so special now," I say sarcastically, rolling my eyes. “We’re not kidnapping you, we’re just... Borrowing you,” Harry s...
