As If We Never Said Goodbye (JENLISA)

Ten simple rules

If those smiles and eyes were a drug; an addictive and harmful drug, then those lips and their feelings against yours were the cure. Her thoughts became nothingness. Her hesitations and fears disappeared, leaving only the desire and her need to be everywhere the girl was. Those lips caused her to grab the brunette's sweater and push the girl until the backs of her knees hit the armchair, causing Jennie to fall into the soft cushions there.

Thin fingers brushed past her jaw, leaving a fire on the way and a burning sensation in her lungs from the lack of oxygen. She grabbed the arms of the armchair with both hands as Jennie's short fingernails scratched her neck and collarbone, red marks beginning to appear on her skin. Lisa moaned against her mouth, her own nails digging into the upholstery of the armchair.

She couldn't breathe without getting a piece of Jennie, and she couldn't conjure up a thought that didn't end in swearing. All she could see were her eyelids that twitched with every gentle touch her tongue had with those lips. All she could hear was Jennie gasping against her open mouth. All she could taste was the vanilla flavored lipstick and the salty taste of the already dried tears that ran down her face and stayed on her lips. And all she could feel was heaven and fire, simultaneously lifting her up and burning her.

The fire masked all other senses, so all she could do was feel. To feel Jennie's tongue pass across her lips. To feel her hands clasp around her neck and pull her closer. And feel the warmth that started in her heart and stopped between her legs.

Jennie Kim is kissing me and she is not stopping.

She is not stopping.

And I'm not waking up.

These are her hands running through my hair.

And that's her breathing mingling with mine.

Holy crap.

Lisa bit her bottom lip before putting her tongue back in her mouth, her hands meeting her upper thighs as she knelt in front of her. She pulled her against her as far as the armchair would allow, moving her fingertips higher and placing them under the hem of her shorts. She managed to feel the chills from the girl's body.

Lisa broke away from those perfect lips and met a pair of shocked eyes staring at her. Jennie's hands hovered over Lisa's cheeks, almost touching her skin. Her breathing grew heavier as did her heart with each passing second.

"Oh my God." Jennie let out biting her lower lip. Her eyes were wide as she sighed heavily, letting her head lean against the wall behind her. "Shit." She brought both of her hands to her mouth, shaking her head from side to side as she stared at the ceiling. Her hands masked the incoherent words coming out of her mouth. She took a deep breath and looked at Lisa once more with a confused look. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...holy shit."

Her head hit the wall again as Lisa's heart beat faster with each breath, trying to understand the sudden change in her friend. She looked down at the girl's thighs, on which Lisa's hands were still positioned. She began to understand as she swallowed the lump in her throat and her mind began to follow her heart. With each breath, her chest ached, feeling like it would explode.

Jennie kissed her and now she is regretting it.

She is regretting it.

"J, it's okay, I understand." Lisa said, not meeting her gaze. "Mountain air and stuff."

Wow, that hurt a lot more than I imagined.

Lisa kept her eyes fixed on her hands, running them over the soft skin, not wanting to get up. If she did, it would be the end. It meant that the girl in front of her didn't feel the same way. It would make it real. So she stayed on her knees and kept her eyes fixed on her hands. The muscles in her palms tingled and she heard a deep breath, her gaze turning to Jennie's hesitant one; eyes that were fixed on Lisa's lips.