Damaged Hearts

42-Chocolate Flowers

Olivia

Today is Valentines day. 

It also happens to be a Tuesday. 

Whoop whoop. 

My mom post Bear is sober which I am happy about. 

She even has a new job as a cashier at the local grocery store. 

She works the night shift though so some nights I eat dinner alone. 

Not that I mind, I like the peace and quiet. 

Classes have gone excruciatingly slow today. Not sure what's in the air but every teacher so far has done a lecture. 

Is it lecture day or something?

After all of that I needed food, luckily it was time for lunch.

Alex is already sitting at the table when I sit down. 

He smiles at me before reaching into his bag and handing me a small bouquet of chocolate flowers. 

"Happy valentines day." He says and I full on fucking giggle. 

"Happy valentines day." I say back taking the flowers from him. 

I open one of them before popping the little candy rose into my mouth. 

"Toss me one of those pompoms." Willy says and I throw him one of the candy roses. 

Alex gaps at me, "You just gave away my flower."

I pout, "Aww poor baby."

He leans in close to my ear, "Just wait until later."

A shiver runs down my spine. 

Have i mentioned Alex and I have my house all to my self tonight?

One of the perks of my mom working the night shift. 

Stevie walks in holding a giant stuffed teddy bear. 

That thing looks bigger than her. Toby walks beside her holding both of their back packs. 

They sit down at the table and she sets the teddy bear in an empty seat. 

"Meet Jerry." She says pointing to the teddy bear. 

"How much does that weigh?" Willy asks and Toby shrugs, "A few pounds."

"And you had her carry that? Disrespectful." I say and he rolls his eyes. 

Stevie pushes her glasses up the bridge of her nose, "I told him I'd carry it."

"Where did you even find that?" Willy asks walking over to it and examining it. 

"I bought it off line, you know the shit you can get off of Amazon? It's crazy."

Willy picks the bear up and stumbles back a little. 

"Shit this fucker is heavy."

He puts the bear back in its seat before returning to his own. 

* * *

After school Stevie and I go to work and then after that I head home to cook dinner for me and Alex. 

I decide to make homemade Mac and cheese. 

Not organic.

Alex arrives just as I am plating the Mac and cheese. 

He kisses the side of my head before we sit down at the table. 

"This is so fucking good." He says before taking another bite. 

"Thanks." I say before taking another bite as well. 

It really is good. I found the recipe online and wanted to try it out. 

I rarely cook but Mac and cheese isn't that hard. 

Plus my mom has taught me a few recipes and quick tips for cooking things like pasta and stuff. 

We finish eating and next thing I know I am being stripped of my clothes by a very hungry looking Alex. 

I help him remove his clothes until we are both naked on my bed, his lips already working lower, and lower and-

"Fuck do that again." I curse out as his teeth graze my clit.

Two of his fingers plunge into me and I feel him suck my clit into his mouth. 

My back pops off the bed and I squeeze my eyes shut. 

"Eyes on me pretty girl." He says and I open my eyes, looking down. 

The moment I do my eyes lock with Alex's. 

The sight of him between my legs sends a jolt of pleasure through me. 

He curls his fingers inside of me and his name leaves my lips like a chant. 

Alex works his way back up my body will slow torturous kisses. 

His lips find mine and he rocks against me. 

I feel him fumble for his wallet before he finds the condom. 

Alex slips it on before sliding into me. 

Pure bliss is all I feel as he slides in until he is completely lodged inside me. 

His hands lift my butt up to change the angle and I feel him pull out so only the tip is inside before he rams back into me. 

"Fuck, Liv." He says as he continues to thrust in and out of me. 

The way he is angles every time he moves in and out he brushes against my most sensitive spot making the orgasm build faster and faster. 

I come again and he help me ride it out before pulling and I flipping me so I am on my hands and knees. 

He lines him self up behind me before sliding in. 

"Oh god." I say and my limps give out but Alex wraps his arms around me, keeping me up right. 

Once I am stable again he returns his hands to my hips. 

One hand disappears before I feel a stinging sensation on my right ass cheek. 

"Alex." I whimper and I feel him sooth the spot with his palm. 

"That was for the rose." He says referring to the chocolate rose I gave Willy earlier. 

He makes me come again and he follows soon after. 

Pulling out he disposes of the condom before laying down in my bed. 

I rest my head on his chest and his arms wrap around me. 

"I love you." I whisper and I feel him place a kiss on my head. 

"I love you too." He says and we lay there in each others arms. 

A little while later I move my head to look up at him. 

"Alex?" I softly ask, no response. 

He must be asleep. 

I lay my head back on his chest, my finger tracing patterns on his stomach. 

His heart his beating steady against my ear. 

"I'm so happy I found you." I whisper, "You make me feel loved like no one else has ever done before. I wish you could truly see how much I loved you. How much you mean to me. You're my home Alex. No matter what, I will only ever be complete when I'm with you."

I look back up to see him sleeping. 

I kiss his chest before letting sleep take over me.