Curse of agony (Completed)✔️ [Vampire]

Chapter-27 Home?

It's officially been a week since I was admitted in this hospital, I was unconscious for the first five days and completely conscious for the rest aka two days. But I hated the last two days more than those five days.

It felt like I'm living in a façade. I don't know who I am and no matter how many stories Jeremy told, I still felt like a stranger living on my body. I hate it how I don't remember anything.

Every time I try to remember something, all I could remember was me waking up in the hospital all bruised. The worst part is my dreams, they are filled with some strange events with those amber eyes haunting me every time I slept. I even asked Jeremy whether I had some siblings or knew someone with amber eyes but he said that I didn't know anyone like that.

A part of me tells that the answers I'm searching with the owner of those amber eyes but a part of me is scarred of it being a fragment of imagination. Else why would I feel bonded to those amber eyes? Like it's my home when Jeremy is my home?

Everything is so confusing and frustrating. I hate it, if only I could remember.

The doctor said that I've been healed completely, like literally. I no longer need a cast for my ankle, all the bruises are gone. It's like someone gave me a healing magic medicine. The doctor thinks it's because of me taking rest and but again I'm not satisfied with the explanation.

"I've packed everything, we'll leave?" Jeremy asked me with a smile.

It seems that I and Jeremy have been living together for the past three years, we have our own apartment. Jeremy also told that he runs a bakery and I used to work as a chef in a reputed restaurant.

Now that I don't have my memories, Jeremy wanted me to explore my life before I go back to work. He thinks that me taking rest will help me get my memories back.

The strange thing is I don't even remember how to cook, like I remember all the basic things. Maybe he is right, I need to get my memories back before I do anything.

"Mom called, your dad didn't get the leave so they won't be coming here anytime soon," he spoke again.

Yes, I also spoke with my parents, they were so lovely. My dad was working in a bank and my mom's a home maker. When I told them I don't remember anything, they were understanding and promised me that they'll bring my childhood pictures while coming to meet me.

"It's okay," I mumbled and stood up from my bed.

"Let me help you," Jeremy held me by my waist, helping me stand.

"I can manage," I shrugged his touch.

Jeremy thinks that I am repelled from everyone's touch and I would like to keep it that way. There's no way I am telling my boyfriend that I'm repelled to his touch. He's done so much for me; I am not going to hurt him more with the truth.

No matter how hard I try, I don't feel that connect with Jeremy.

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"Welcome home," Jeremy smiled after giving me a tour of our apartment.

It seems we live in a three-bedroom apartment. Ours was on 18th floor, I know that's really high. But the view is awesome, the moment I saw the balcony, I knew that I'll be spending most of my time in the balcony.

"Make yourself home," he said and went to do some work.

Even if he didn't say that, I have no other option. This is my home even though I remember nothing.

I went to the balcony looking at the city as the cold wind blew straight on my face. It was around eight at night, it took a whole day for the doctor to finish the check up and let us go. Rubbing my arms, I sat on the swing in the balcony. With pillows surrounding me made it even better, the swing feels comfortable like home.

Maybe this really is my home.

"What are we?" I asked at the amber eyes staring at me.

His beautiful tiny bun and the way he looks at me, I could never get over it.

"What ever you want us to be," he replied.

'I want us to be home,' I said to myself. I gasped at realization, what am I doing? No, it's wrong.

I shook my head; I must be going insane imagining those amber eyes. This is your home Sofie, get that in your head.

Sofie, I'm still getting used to that name.

A moment later Jeremy came, "this was your favorite place, where you used to read books endlessly." He chuckled and sat on the sofa opposite to me.

"What was it like before?" I asked wanting to know more about our past.

"After we moved here, you were adamant on having a couple routine. Every Friday night was movie night, we used to cuddle and watch a random movie. On Saturday and Sunday's, we'll go for a long drive without knowing where we drive," he shook his head in pain.

Is he sad because I don't remember?

I can tell from his words that he's not lying. I could feel his emotion, the pain behind it like he could no longer do those things.

"I'm sorry," I mumbled.

"Don't it's not your fault. It's my fault, I should've been brave. I was a coward for letting you go Sofie," he mumbled covering his face by his hands.

Huh? What is he talking about?

"Come I've made us dinner," he went to the dining table without giving me a second glance.

The whole dinner went in silence, he made some omelets and toasted bread. For some strange reason, the omelet made me nauseous so I ate the plain bread.

"Meat, I don't eat meat," I suddenly remembered.

But why don't I eat meat?

Jeremy chocked on his food, "So-sorry, I forgot," he stuttered eating up.

Strange, why did he forget that I don't eat meat?

Or am I confusing it? Maybe I do eat meat but now I don't like it.

"You can sleep in the guest room, if you need anything call me," he took our plates and left.

Jeremy is acting strange after our conversation in the balcony. I wonder if it's because of me not remembering or is he hiding something from me?

Like he said I went back to sleep, knowing very well that I'll dream of those amber eyes.

Who are you amber eyes?

Why do you make me feel like home?

A/N: Don't think that I am adding these chapters because I ran out of content. There's a reason for these dialogues and stories. You'll know later.

Btw this is a short chapter because I don't have time to write a long one.