ENDLESS

Sixteen

Jema's

It's been a 3 months since I decided to move in to Deanna's house.

Our house?

Everyday kinikwentuhan nya ako about sa mga nangyare before my accident. A little bit of my life before.

Siguro one thing that set aside my doubt and start to trust her is the fact na hindi ko sya nakakalimutan. One thing I noticed about my condition if someone is really close to me I tend to not forget that person just like my family so I guess she's really that important to me before.

I still go on my regular check up and so far everything is fine a little bit of headache but other than that wala na.

One thing I noticed in my stay here is I'm not allowed to enter Deanna's room. It's always locked when she's not around and everytime I asked Tabby she said it's too Dark in her room which makes me more interested.

"Hello, Earth on Jema?" Nagulat ako ng magsalita si Deanna.

"Napakalalim naman ng iniisip mo."
Binuksan nyanyumg kurtina ng kwarto ko para pumasok yung sinag ng araw.

"Another day, another day to remember." She said smiling.

Everyday ginagawa nya yan.

Lumuhod sya at humarap sakin.

"Hi, Do you still remember me?"

Napangiti ako. She's like that everyday.

Tumango ako.

Nagsalubong yung kilay nya.

"Ano ba yan Deanna Wong."

"Great! Yan kilala mo pa ako." She said smiling.

I don't know about this woman but her consistency makes my heart beat fast.

"Tabby's waiting halika na." Hinawakan nya kamay ko.

"Mommy! I made pancakes!" Bungad sakin ng bata.

I smile at her and kiss her.

To have a family of my own never cross on my mind. Who would have thought na may pamilya pala akong naiwan at nakalimutan.

Nangangapa pa ako on how to take care of them, mas inaalagaan nga nila ako kesa sa inaalagaan ko sila.

"Your pacing out again." Deanna said.

She looks worried.

I smile.

After namin kumain pumasok na sa school si Tabby.

"Okay ka lang, Is anything bothering you. Deanna asked.

"It's been 3 months Deanna, A lot of on me changes but one thing doesn't change hindi ko parin kayo maalala." I said

Umupo sya sa tabi ko.

"Sabi naman ng doctor diba, na di na talaga babalik alaala mo." She said

"I know."

"Pero umaasa ka." She answered back.

Hindi ako nag salita.

"Ok--"

"Hindi okay Deanna." I cut her.

"Feeling ko nagiging unfair ako sainyo. I want to remember how to love all of you back.... Kayo ni Tabby." Yumuko ako

For the first time I feel so frustrated.

I realized I been receiving all there love pati ng Family ko pero I never love them back in return.