Pyaare Allah Aur Mein

10.

so a year ago, this girl complimented me that I'm not afraid of being mocked and I'm so comfortable in my own skin and that she likes my confidence. I'm honored for it and proud of myself for coming this far but more than that something instantly clicked my mind. all those years of building this confidence and overcoming those fears of being judged and mocked. We all have mocked each other and the same way I was mocked too. to this stage where I'm not only confident, have not only witnessed my growth and healing, loved my self but have also believed in Allah. it's just that when you find Allah people who mock you doesn't matter anymore. It might hurt still sometimes but it's just that you get over it and let it go cause at the end of the day, you know Allah is watching them, you and everyone else and we all have to pay for our deeds. you start focusing on what's worth your energy. you start being the change, the good. and then everything else is left behind. and you just find peace in being your own self, in Allah and in accepting all the realities. and then everything you do is either for your own happiness, your family the very few people who matter, who supported you or ultimately for Allah. everything else eventually fades away. and since I've started walking on the path of Allah I've witnessed that I haven't been mocked now infact people appreciate me, few admire and wish to have the faith in Allah like me and this inspires and motivates me more to become a better version of myself and honestly I'm so grateful to Allah.