The Alpha's Witch

Chapter five: Bipolar

Chapter five: ~Lina

There was an awkward silence that hung in the air and I shivered. It wasn't natural and I could feel people staring at me. They were murmuring under their breaths at each other. I growled in frustration holding back some tears. I didn't need to be humiliated this way. I could probably have used my powers to look like a wolf but why deny the truth. If I were to join this pack I would have had to be included in the mind link which only occurs if you have a wolf. The wolf I was supposed to fight has a cloak put over her and she shifts back. Killian fails to say anything.

"What do you mean you don't have a wolf?" The woman called Isabella asks.

"I'm a half breed aren't i?" I say "I only get some genetics from each side. I have a dominant gene which is the witch side...looks like I have part of the wolf genes by having a mate but not the wolf itself."

"That sucks," she replies and I look up to see her genuinely feel sorry for me. I don't want her pity though.

"If I'm done being humiliated I'm going to go back now." I say and begin walking back to the house. Pack members move out the way and let me past and when I'm out of their view I run back. The tears start pouring and I can't stop them no matter how hard I try. I didn't want this life, he didn't even say anything.

I slam the front door as I walk in. I was mad, humiliated and upset. I never asked for this life, to have people pity me because of who I was. I only ever wanted to be accepted and it looked like I never would be. Not fully. I walk to a table in the hall way and tip it over. My frustration had been building for a while and before I know it in destroying the house. My frustration sweeps over my body controlling my actions, I was frustrated and mad at Killian. His pack, my old pack. My parents. All of it was just too much.

I made my way from room to room destroying everything I could. I wasn't too sure of which room I was in when. At one point I remember glass breaking and digging into my skin and blood but I was too angry to care.

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I wasn't sure what time I heard voices in the house but I was beyond caring. I sat in the bedroom I had been staying in curled up on the floor, my back resting against the bed.

"Lina!!" I heard a voice call. I ignored it and others began to follow.

"Melina?"

"Melina?"

Even if I wanted to answer I couldn't. My voice felt hoarse from crying and screaming in anger. It was all gone now though. I was too tired and beyond caring. I hated my life and just wanted to sleep for a while. It wouldn't actually bother me right now if I didn't wake up. I heard footsteps approach the room before gasps.

"Witch," I hear Killian say. "Lina. Look at me." I look up at him and flinch at the stare he is giving me. I haven't actually seen the emotions threat are swirling in them. I don't recognise them but hate and pity aren't some of them. I feel tears I thought had long dried up slide down my face.

He sighs and runs a hand through his hair before turning to look at the group that has gathered behind him.

"Leave now." He says and the all nod.

"Yes Alpha." I watch them leave and close the door.

"Lina." He says softly and I look at him again. "Are you okay?"

"No." I whisper "no I...I can't do this I can't...I can't do this. I don't want this life. I'm unnatural and not clean I'm..."

"Lina stop!" He says and I whimper. "You're not...I'm sorry I said those things and you over heard. Nothing like this has ever happened before. The witches...they...I'm not ready to relive what they did but they've been a large pain in my life...for you to be part them...part...Its hard for me to grasp."

"I don't want to be like I am." I say in a whisper and shiver. He pulls me into his arms and lifts me into the bed. Instead of letting go he keeps me wrapped in his embrace and I don't fight it. He brings a warm sense of comfort and all I want is to stay here forever.

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"Witch wake up." I groan and roll over to find the other side of the bed cold. I whimper and open my eyes looking around. Standing at the side of the bed I see Killian standing there glaring at me. "I have to go to work. You are to stay in this house today."

"What if I want to go outside?" I ask sitting up. Looking down at my hands I see their bandaged up and remember last night. The evil glare Killian is giving me is so different to last night. He growls at me.

"You go outside and I will personally drag you back here." Killian growls at me.

"Are you bipolar?" I ask him and he cocks his head to the side confused.

"What?"

"Are. You. Bipolar?"

"No why do you ask?"

"Because when we first met you were really mean and then last night you were....kinda caring towards me...to an extent anyways and now your back to the mean jerk."

"Oh really?" He growls and sits next to me.

"What are you doing?"

"Showing you I'm not a jerk." He mutters before sighing. "I'll be back in no more than an hour. We are going to talk properly. Until then do not leave this house." He knows the alpha command doesn't work but still uses it anyways to show me he means it.

As he leaves the room I sigh.

"Bipolar idiot."