La Santa Muerte

how can i fuck this up?

they got back home ..

javier: she is out cold still hugging her lil doll

maricela: did the lady leave?

javier: yea i got her a ride back to the airport she said she would stay in contact but she has other kids she needed to get to

maricela: we where blessed .. babe come on

giovani: ill see her in the morning i need to shower i got that shits blood on me

maricela: ok then

he kissed her and walked up ..

javier: how do you feel?

she sat down and sighed

javier: what?

maricela; im happy this is all over but then i think back ya know

javier: yea i was thinking the same thing i remember when he came to me asking to help you out of the place you where at .. but i want you to look at this way mija he helped you yes and im thankful he brought you into my life I am but he wanted you dead he was jealous of the power of how successful you got it hurt him to not see you weak anymore you needed him then you thought he was your forever but he truly wasn't now we get to move on you have your lil angel and the next one on the way

maricela; and a man that loves me for me .. your right thank you javier i cant wait to see you be a grandpa to them

he nodded and hugged her as she got up ..

the night went by .. she got up early the next morning

viviana: mama?

she nodded as she sat with her and ate breakfast

maricela; hhm my love here eat

she giggled and ate as giovani walked down .. viviana froze and looked at him

giovani: hola? mi vida?

maricela got up and hugged him .. viviana got up and walked up to him and hugged him he picked her up and hugged her tight

viviana: papa

he nodded and hugged her tight

giovani: shes your twin babe

maricela: i know she is but come on shes gonna finish up then we're going to sign her up for kinder shes at that age and i don't want her to fall behind

giovani: no not yet wait a day first

maricela: what?

giovani: finish up get dressed and lets go out i have plans for us

maricela; ok? haha

giovani: ill tell jocelyn get ready come on

she listened and they went out ..

jocelyn: i like how he's this big body guard tuff gangster guy but has a heart for this lil girl that isn't his look at him haha

maricela smiled and looked at giovani carrying viviana walking threw the toy store

giovani: she can have whatever she wants next is clothes

maricela: clothes she has enough of babe

giovani: yea but you chose that i want her to choose what she likes

maricela; haha ok then shes going to need more room then

giovani: not an issue haha come on mamas

he took her around shopping

jocelyn: you look so happy im happy for you

maricela; I am happy and that's a weird feeling to really have because i thought i was happy having him then this lil one on the way but having her back its like she never left me .. we've talked ive explained im her mama and that im going nowhere and that he's her papa and she got so excited that she hugged me then ran to find him and hug him .. then i have you too i didn't think this would happen

jocelyn: what having a sister?

maricela; yea getting to know you its like we have a real relationship .. there was another female that i killed thinking she was my sister but i think now

jocelyn: she was our sister the oldest then you where born then i came after i guess you where a toddler but its weird how it went

maricela: eh there dead like it matters really but im glad we where able to bound sucks you have to leave?

jocelyn: i wont leave until after your baby boy is born we have time don't worry sister haha i cant wait till he's here i want us to drink enjoy the summer nights here plus i need your help changing the sperm donors house out in cali lame ass masion that he left looking like it was stuck in the 70s no lie

maricela: don't trip i got you haha

everything was following so well .. until she had to go back to work ..

alonso: tell me when its time then its time

maricela: what i go into hiding until he's born then come back? people will think i died?

alonso: yea but you cant handle the stress anymore i got way more to handle now your dads people have started to follow

she looked at him

maricela: wait what did you say?

he sighed and sat down

maricela: alonso what did you just say?

alonso: yea you heard right they started looking for him more after i sent parts of his body to them then they showed up when they got his head haha

maricela: pinche alonso? huh just kill them all

alonso: have been but there looking for you not me thinking you did it you know but yea its time just until after he's born ill handle this there not going to do anything they cant

maricela: i don't care if they cant kill them all go as deep as you can shit i don't want them trying to find my sister

alonso: don't worry but your sister she single?

maricela: she is but your married so don't even think about it

alonso: haha I am now ill call you if anything relax muerte your children need you

she rolled her eyes and nodded as he left .. she wanted so badly to be frustrated but she heard those lil foot steps

viviana: mama!!

she turned and smiled as she ran up

javier: you should've seen her mari she was running all over the playground and when she saw me she came running and screaming for ice cream

viviana: ice cream! haha

maricela: that's why shes hyper haha

she got her settled ..

javier:shes learning quick she knows more English everyday

maricela: yea its always a new word with her

he saw her distracted

javier: i saw alonso leaving everything ok?

she sighed