La Santa Muerte

hope

maricela: what do i do?

giovani: be .. be prepared for the worst .. i don't wanna be negative but you know mari so be prepared ok .. with adan .. i honestly feel fuck that fuck it all he ain't worth the stress so stop stressing worry about your babygirl do what you need to do

maricela: stop stressing when he's all i know my first love .. he's the one that saved me

giovani: did he save you though really?  did he stab your mom? did he go save you from that hell? naw you did it you've done it all he's been your support yea but you deserve to be stress free and happy not fucking confused half the dam time and im saying this as a friend not trying to get at you

maricela: no i understand .. I've done all this by myself even as he disapproved of the work .. ill be ok

he took her home .. she went straight to shower

javier: it hurts to see her like this

giovani: yea had to pull over and hug her she broke down mid-drive shes been handling it with the doctors the medications when they poke her and move her babygirl i hate leaving cuz that fool does nothing just sits back it annoys me

javier: yea typical shit his brother is my main man i trust him more i been downgrading adan he hasn't been with it really

adan- why would you say whatever this is?

maricela- huh because that's how i fell you are not important to me right now i love you but im not dealing with this and i don't think i want to anymore because look how your fucking acting as our daughter is on her death bed!! fuck you!! i want you gone by the time i get back i don't wanna see you!!

she ended the call and packed somethings and walked down

javier: you cant kill in the hospital way to many cameras ok

maricela: yea i know ill be ok.. but look i wanted to go out and do something but i cant marta texted the doctor said they have to disconnect her .. tonights the night .. 

javier: lets go come on we need to be there we'll talk moves later ok

maricela: don't let me snap adans neck ok please

giovani: i got you don't worry for anything you already know just look at me or tell me i got you

she nodded

maricela: so are we moving? i don't think i can call this home without her ..

javier: movers will be here in the morning we'll be gone soon

they left ..

she stayed quiet on the drive back to the hospital .. planning her babygirls funeral .. as they got back adan was waiting

maricela: i told you i didn't wanna see you

adan: shes my daughter i can be here if i want

maricela: oo so now you wanna act like shes your daughter??

she took a deep breath and stepped back

maricela: fine be here but thats it im done its over

she walked away giovani walked behind her

adan: like a shadow haw

giovani: at least she wants me around fool

they went up to her room .. marta walked up to maricela crying they hugged she hoped for a miracle as they disconnected her

doctor: we're sorry

maricela: you did what you could .. her names esperanza means hope in English .. she gave me hope in this cold world .. now its gone thank you for everything atleast she didn't feel pain