La Santa Muerte

Well shit

they waited for javi and emiliano to leave

giovani: you didn't kill her for a reason

maricela: I pulled myself back once he walked in but if I kill her or chris vivi's going to get more mad at me I'm disconnecting it all let them go cold and hungry ill kill them if I have to but can you take me to mayas?

giovani: your walking away from a killing? you didn't even pull out a gun?

maricela: right I'm surprised myself but you need to talk to your son because he had a gun on him and it wasn't mine

giovani: it was emilianos he told me he had given it to him I think I might take him to a shooting range again he's old enough now

maricela: I don't want him to have a gun he shouldn't even be around anything until he's older he should concentrate on school not just join our bs really

giovani: I want him to know how to handle a gun because you never know and I get you we can teach him the way but push school more that matters more

maricela; yes it does but now vivi.. i think shes going to hate me no matter what I do I hate that she isn't texting me we where suppose to go have a girls day and just talk its like I tried so hard to be the perfect mom and protect her but look at how it went.. adan no matter what ruined it all

giovani: nothings ruined shes you she reacts hard about things and it takes time to adjust shes you babe you have to give her time and just let her be right now she'll come around and when shes ready to talk then shes ready you cant go force her to talk or be on her

maricela: but huh

giovani: we have to let this one go its all going to be ok I promise

maricela: and if its not? what if she hates me and just

giovani: shes not so don't talk like that get out of your head

she nodded and they went home the night went by..

maya: you shouldn't miss so much school I don't want you to get behind?

viviana: I got the homework emailed I'm not missing anything major so I'm ok I can take the weekend

maya nodded as viviana sat down and ate breakfast

viviana: how you feeling? i thought your boyfriend would be over? why haven't we met him?

maya: its a long story you'll meet him soon maybe

viviana: maybe?

maya: vivi haha don't start with me because moms on her way in a bit

viviana: ill tell her not to come if you don't tell me?

maya: I havent told her I don't know how to tell anyone.. i been to emotional to then I been worried about you also

viviana: you don't have to worry about me you know that?

maya sat down with her as she ate breakfast

maya: ofcourse I have to worry about you your my sister my baby sister and your going threw a hard time and I understand babygirl I don't want you to get sad and lost and just disappear on me I need you more now than ever I'm pregnant I'm fucking pregnant haha

viviana: I think I'm just disappointed and I wanna distance myself I don't know what the future has in hand for me now and I don't know if all this affected me and moms relationship

maya: why would it affect you though? you cant something so little affect your relationship shes your mother?

viviana: to me its not little there's the thing its gonna take time for me to process it

maya:I respect that but promise me one thing

viviana: whats that?

maya: don't give up on her or turn on her you need to understand she did it all to protect you and javi she wanted you guys to have the most normal life you can have with all the opportunities you guys deserved

viviana nodded as she heard a car lock

viviana: are you going to tell me what happened with you?

maya: ill tell you if you give her a chance to talk and explain herself at least?

viviana: you dint have to bribe me I was going to do it anyways haha

maya: ok good then lets wait for her

maricela: I like how you never lock your front door and you live alone seriously?

maya: there's a gun at the front and in the kitchen you think I live like nothing can never happen?

maricela: mm good good smart haha

she said as she hugged her she turned to viviana and side smiled

maricela: morning babygirl I don't know if you ate but I brought your favorite ? nana sent it just for you

she put the bag on the table and her keys down viviana got up and hugged her

maricela: you ok vivi?

viviana: I feel lost.. that's all but ill be ok

maricela: lost? why babygirl you know everything I know its a lot you just have to process it but I want you to know nothing I do falls on you its me im the monster im whatever they call me its not you your not a bad person .. i had to make my life choices and do what i had to to survive and not be stuck in the life i was in shit if i would've never met your well huh if i would've never met adan i would've never made it out i was days away from suicide even if he cheated on me im grateful for him

viviana: you are?

maricela: ofcourse I am i got you out of it and because of that relationship i became friends with your father was it ruff yea at first but he became the love of my life and i wouldn't have it any other way but im sorry

viviana: don't be its ok i just have to deal with my emotions that's all

she nodded as they hugged again

Viviana: ok maya now you can tell us whats up?

maya: dam i wish yall could've kept the arguing going haha?

maricela: why? whats wrong are you ok?

viviana: i keep asking her about her boyfriend because I've neve rmet him i don't know if you guys have

maricela; me either? you keeping secrets to?

maya; he's locked up..

maricela looked at her and tried not to laugh