La Santa Muerte

Dont let her

maricela: yes i fucking am!! and its your fucking fault iam!! i worked fucking hard to get the respect i fucking have and your own mother talked on me to!! .. you want us to work out to try things but i cant!! you fucking did this now sit with it and move on live with your lesson ok? but at the same time talk to our daughter and explain whats going on its not only on me don't act like i don't love you like you didnt hurt me you did this do you understand? now i gotta get back on the streets go hard again to gain the respect back emilianos been going hard to maintain it out there

giovani looked at her sadly

giovani: i don't even know what to say

maricela: say you'll be the best dad a lil girl and boy can ever ask for that you'll do better than your parents did .. this shit stays between us they'll never know ever ok?

he nodded and got up .. he went to hug her

maricela: please don't .. i need to go do what i have to i might be out late i need to release some anger

giovani: i understand don't trip .. just don't get lost in it don't go down that hole your not alone this time i might be shit but the kids ok

maricela: i might be lost but ill always be there for them there all i have to live for now ..

he nodded and walked out ..

maricela- you better have some good shit i need to get so high it hurts

smokey- ooo don't trip i got the good sshit but you good?

maricela- no but it'll be ok once I'm high see you in a bit

she finished getting ready and put the kids to bed

maricela: i love you princess

viviana: i love you too i cant wait for my new room and school i wanna go to the library for books can we?

maricela: yes we can tomorrow does that sound good?

viviana: just me and you?

maricela: if you want?

viviana: ok

she hugged her tucked her in and walked out

maya: I'm not keeping it mari

she turned surprised

maricela: shit you scared me sorry i been to huh

maya: no we heard you marta covered her ears playing a game

maricela; fuck i need sound proof walls in the next house but um are you sure that's what you want?

maya: yea i wanna go full term give it up for adoption i wanna continue school heal and do something with myself

maricela: ok whatever you want i support you and will help you with it

maya: really you don't want me to keep it or help you out with this?

maricela: with what?

she pointed at her gun that was in her side .. she hid it with her jacket

maricela: oo that not if you don't want to? ill never push anyone into this shit  plus i know your smart and have a bright future into whatever you want to do you just need a stable home and if i can give you that i will babygirl your loved i care for you even if it looks like I'm losing it half the time haha

maya hugged her .. maricela hugged her back

maya: you love me?

maricela looked at her .. and saw her younger self in her

maricela: yes i do .. and i promise ill adopt you and ill be your mom you got this ok you have a family

she smiled and hugged her again .. they walked downstairs

maricela; I'm adopting maya

giovani: that's good you taking her under your wing?

maricela: no she wants to go back to school after she gives birth

marta: are you still following your plan?

maya: its for the best .. I'm to young to be a mom and i never had mine this lil one deserves a loving family thats stable with both parents

maricela: thats a smart move

giovani: you leaving mari?

maricela: yea I'm running late kids are asleep too you leaving?

giovani: yea got a couple runs to make ill be back by morning

she nodded as he grabbed his keys

marta: so thats all we're gonna say after you where both screaming at each other in the room?

giovani: yea dont worry we'll be moved into the new house by next week but i gotta go rack up its costing a lot

maricela; dip into the funds its ok

giovani: no thats your money I'm good dont trip

she nodded as he left ..

marta: what was that about?

maricela: our money was always separate but my banks kept growing I've always told him to get what he needs i dont care but i guess he cares thats a fight for another day but thank you for covering her ears i promise ill get better at that

marta: I'm always here now go before they wake up

she nodded and left ..

maricela- i got you you know that you helped me grow ill always help you?

giovani- ill see you at the meeting i need money

maricela- ok

they got to the spot together

smokey: yall live together and ride separate? haha

david: ayyy!!

maricela walked up to him and hugged him as he laughed

david: you hugging me like i almost died it was a scratch?

maricela: but you took one for me thats a real one thank you

david: i rather it had been us than you or anyone honestly but your welcome

they hugged as giovani walked up

giovani: so wheres the money at i need some shit she got me buying a house

maricela: wouldn't have to be buying a house if you would've kept it in your pants shit

she walked away rolling her eyes

smokey: ooo shit haha

giovani: that i deserve

david:money ain't to hard to come up on you know that with us fool just keep it civil with her

Giovani: doing my best but Smokey

He nodded at him

Smokey: sup?

Giovani: don't let her get to deep into shit

Smokey: what?

Giovani: pills drinking anything like that she won't admit it but she has an issue with it .. just please ok

Smokey: uh yea don't trip