La Santa Muerte

Ill blame you

giovani: relationship drama?

maricela: shut up i dont wanna talk about it .. how she take is she ok?

she looked at viviana as she sat next to maya and hugged her

giovani: she understood that her babygirl is in heaven with her tata and sister which i didnt know you told her that but she told maya shes safe with her tata now the sister part shes just happy to have her with her she doesn't get it

maricela: she'll get it eventually and i told her about my Esperanza at the funeral .. told her she had an older sister that went to heaven and sent her to find me .. fuck maya im so sorry

she walked up tot her and hugged her

maricela: i dont say this a lot but i love you and im here for you ok? i remember the pain

maya: i love you too and i know whats gonna come out of my mouth right now is cold i do but im glad it went like this

maricela looked at her confused

maricela: wait your glad you lost her?

maya: no but yes because i dont think i would've been ok with giving her up to adoption but i know im not fit to be a mother yet .. i wouldn't have been able to give her the full life ya know? with 2 parents the love a good home .. also i think its all a sign to

maricela: a sign how?

maya: i shouldn't have kids..

giovani: naw dont talk like that

maya: look at me

giovani: I am and your perfect sure life has thrown its punches but your here your alive and you get to live the rest of your life comfortably and happy with a family that loves you you'll find your one fall in love and have a family after i kick his ass maybe if i dont like him but you can have a baby or a bunch if you want .. you get to learn to love yourself too cuz your surrounded by love even if me and her are at each others throats half the time

maricela: hes not wrong you are perfect thats fought a hard battle but can finally relax because you have loving parents and siblings that love oo so much too ok? if you dont wanna have any in the future then dont its ok but if you do then you do

she nodded as maricela hugged her tight .. the night went by ..

giovani: i can stay if you need to head out? you been looking at your phone a lot?

maricela: everythings chill out they all listened to me and everyone's coporating smokey ill talk to him eventually i need time

giovani: wait it ain't smokey bugging?

maricela: naw i been talking to a homegirl thats all but if you wanna go i got her here vivi wont wanna leave marta has javi if anything

giovani: i dont wanna leave her on her first day of being adopted though but i hate hositpal chairs

maricela: go talk to her you need to get out there anyways right?

giovani: i should've put a dam prenup

maricela: i would've won it cuz you cheated so fuck you haha

he laughed and stopped her from going in

maricela: what?

giovani: i got you if anything ok?

maricela: what do you mean?

giovani: i know im the cause of all this bullshit and im sorry i truly am i regret everything but i dont want you getting lost either in the anger and shit so im here ok if you wanna talk yell at me i dont care as long as you ain't hiding the kids need you

she nodded

maricela: thanks..

they went back in

viviana: im not leaving..

maya: the nurse said ill be released in a couple hours she can sty with us till then?

maricela: yea she can you can go gio?

giovani: naw ill stay ill do some work in the morning

she nodded as they sat down .. her phone kept going off

smokey- its like you made me believe you cared and i cared for you .. i get shit went down and i respect whats going on but to be that cold and say it was just dick when you know dam well it was more than that?

she sighed

maricela- it wasn't only dick and i care for you too but i got so much going on i cant just drop shit and go see you? and i feel like i used you as a crutch to get over gio when i know ill never truly get over his dumbass .. im sorry smokey I am i do care for you your a real one i just cant right now i got way to much

she put her phone away as he replied

smokey- you dont have to apologize but i should understand im just an idiot im sorry when you get some free time lets link and talk i hope all is well though ..

they released maya a couple hours later

giovani: so the lawyer hit me back up

maricela: ok so?

giovani: i already got movement on her bio dad and some of his brothers they all got shitty backgrounds her mom is the one making the calls saying shes missing cuz the original pimp she sold her off to is looking for maya and is mad he cant find her so hes going at the mom

maricela looked at him

maricela: the bitch is looking for her daughter to give her back to the pimp?

giovani: you do know what these pimps do if they dont get what they want right

maricela: duh but im ten times worse get me everything on the bitch addresses the dads the uncles ill make the moves

giovani: we dont have time to travel out to go kill them?

maricela: yea thats why ill fly them out ill play some shit im not going anywhere there coming to me shit with emiliano coming the last thing i need is some trash showing up shit

giovani:ok then and ay

she nodded at him as she made javi a bottle

maricela: what?

giovani: dont break smokeys heart cuz hes out drinking and his brothers wont shut the fuck up haha hes deadass drunk off his ass right now downtown

maricela: im not gonna go deal with it thats all him i never fucking said i wanted a relationship huh im just gonna blame you its your fault

she smiled and went upstairs