❝ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴛᴇᴀꜱᴇ ❞ 𝕁.𝕁.𝕂. 𝕆𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

5 𝘚𝘵𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘖𝘧 𝙂𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙛

Itadori x Reader

JJK OG AU!

⚠️DEATH, SWEARING, SUGGESTIONS OF DEPRESSION⚠️

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇꜱꜱᴇʟ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴜᴋᴜɴᴀ, ɪᴛᴀᴅᴏʀɪ ʏᴜᴜᴊɪ, ʜᴀꜱ ꜰɪɴɪꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪɴɢᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴜᴋᴜɴᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇɴᴄᴇ, ʜᴀꜱ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ʜɪꜱ ᴅᴜᴛʏ.
ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʀᴇꜱᴜʟᴛꜱ ɪɴ ᴇxᴇᴄᴜᴛɪᴏɴ. 

Q] ᴇxᴇᴄᴜᴛɪᴏɴ ʀᴇꜱᴜʟᴛ?

A] ꜱᴜᴄᴄᴇꜱꜱꜰᴜʟ.

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DENIAL.

There they were.

Facing each other with smiles on their faces, hand in hand, they kissed. 

A soft, sweet, and simple kiss.

Sweet nothings were always whispered into each others ears. 

Smiles shared every time they saw each other.

Flirting and joking around, making others envy them, and their perfect relationship. 

What a marvellous relationship they had.

(So, why did it have to change?)

He's not gone.

He's still there.

Right next to you.

You can still feel his soft kisses.

His everlasting hugs.

He's not gone, not yet.

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ANGER.

Why, why did it have to be him?

 Why did he have to leave you?

Why, why did Itadori have to have that stupid curse in him?

Why did he have to eat that fucking finger?

Why? Why? Why?

All sorts of questions welling into your mind like a waterfall. 

You could feel yourself spiralling, into the depths of the waterfall. 

Were you drowning? 

Definitely.

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BARGAINING.

'Please God, take her instead!'

'He is a kind soul but you have sinned multiple times!'

'You should return to hell, not him. Never him.'

'TAKE HER INSTEAD, GOD-DAMNIT!'

Demons spoke to her. Every single day.

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DEPRESSION.

Tears pooled in your eyes, as you remembered his soft eyes that gazed upon yours. His sweet smile that could make your heart flutter with joy. 

And those lips, oh! those soft smooth lips! 

The taste of pure ecstasy engraved in them, the lips that made his smile and accented his eyes.

Oh how you would kill to see them again. How you would kill to feel him against your skin, and to feel his smooth lips against the nape of your neck. Or to feel him, as a whole.

You wanted to die, you wanted to see him again, you wanted to love him again.

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ACCEPTANCE.

Itadori is no more.

He is gone.

You will never get him back.

He is gone. 

Permanent in your heart, but he has risen.

He has ascended and he will never come back. 

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"There are 5 steps to grievance. You have completed them all l/n-san." Spoke her therapist. "You are now as free as a bird." He smiled.

Her chapped lips went into a straight line. 'If I'm as free as a bird... Why do I still feel the chains that restrict my emotion to love? ' She thought.

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End :')

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