I F-U-C-K-E-D My B-U-L-L-Y [bullies with benefits]

dear bully , LETS FUCK!

(later that night)

Hazel ,

It was about 4:00 In the morning, everyone was wasted and hungover from the games last night. It was rediculas. I couldnt stop thinking about How jacob did that. He kept going even though time was up. what did that mean? I saw him sleeping but snuck past him and went into the bathroom looking at the mirror.

I looked at the bruise on my face that was forming where jacob hit me. but I didnt feel pain. I cant lie and tell you I wasnt hurt by it becasue the kiss took me from being angry to surprisingly wanting him. I teared up a little with confusion as to what I was doing and If I was wrong for wanting jacob. but you only live once. not talking about fucking "YOLO" Im talking about for real. Im young and I can make mistakes so i can get away with it since im still growing right? something told me that what I was about to do was going to be a mistake but technially if it's true I have to learn why it's wrong. haha i give myself great excuse's.

I pranced over to jacob as he was sleeping and tapped his shoulder, He didnt wake up.

"jacob" I whispered in his ear and I felt him waking up a little but I wasnt quite sure if he was fully awake

"It's hazel" i whispered again. and touched his hand. I felt something grab my hand a little tight.

but I liked it. I whispered in his ear once again. "I need you" and I felt his hand move from my hand to my lower back I sat up and everyone was asleep.

he sat up and Looked at me. usually We had morning breath from waking up but this time he just smelled like candy. haha and I smelled like mint. I had lots of mints so when i kissed people last night My breath didnt stink. and he just was eating dum dum suckers.

"what are you doing?" he whispered back.

"why did you continure kissing me like that?" I asked

"i felt like it." he responded

"it wasnt because..." I started

"what?" He asked

"not because you liked it?" I asked

"It doesnt matter why I continued ... It's not like we're dating and it's not like it will ever happen either." He shrugged.

I sighed and he looked at me up and down then bit his lip.

"come with me" He whispered and he grabbed my hand as i followed him into the bathroom. he turned on the shower to hot and locked the bathroom door. I saw how the mirror was getting foggy easily and he took off his shirt.

"do you want to be with a bully like me?" He asked

I didnt answer because I was horny and confused at the same time.

He dimmed the lights to almost pitch dark but to the point we still saw object in the room and our own shadows., we walked into the shower the rest of our clothes became soaking wet. before I knew it we were both naked and jacob was on top of me.

I felt him teasing me with his d.... and just rubbing it between my c..... and I bit my lip,

"what happends during friday night live.... stays at friday night live" he said dead serious to me, and proceeded to go down.

He spreaded my legs far apart and started licking.

uhh" I moaned a little

He licked inside of me and around my click.,

"jacob.." I arched my back. He was taking the breath literally from my body and as the water drops from the shower hit me , it just made me hotter

"mmm" I moaned softly and pushed his head down deeper.