a wednesday afternoon 3:43pm
it's the best way to explain it.
"no words for emotion"
i think I'm checked out
it doesn't even bleed anymore, it kind of just aches and groans
old branches that intertwine and chip
they give off an ugly dark color
and a very dry, cold feeling to it
but the roots are still thriving
still clenching and piercing at red
red that doesn't leak or cry
they just go deeper
opening up what healed or was just beginning to
maybe I just got the bad tree
or maybe it was given to me purposely
maybe that's the best I can get
just an old oak
aren't they the most wise and morale?
why don't I feel any of that
why does it just grow larger with time
why isn't it sprouting flowers
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