a Thursday night 10:23pm
this isn't an exact passage of a specific event, instead a montage of moments that may never leave my mind. It started or it initiates with his declaration of love cultivated over the span of four months and my lack of response and agreement.
he's full of doubt and strong admiration from the way his eyes sparkle whenever glancing my way. This has no direct direction and is currently becoming something written on a whim. But he's everything and more, the only source of warmth where I too finally feel wanted for who I may think I am.
I've lost inspiration, words aren't enough now. The feelings and thoughts I have are indescribable. But I know for sure that the boy I am currently on the phone with will become the well of first experienced emotions that I haven't yet touched upon. And the being that makes ordinary feelings alight with something much more.
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