My Dear , Ashwineyy ! ✅

Chapter 32

Ashwin's pov

The ray of sunshine shining through our window woke me up in the morning. I woke up feeling fresh yet tired at the same time. I turned to my right to see my angel still in her deep sleep. She must be super tired from last night. I pulled up the blanket and covered her so she doesn't feel cold and pecked a kiss on her cheek.

I slowly got down of the bed and took a shower in another bathroom so I don't wake her up. I got down to kitchen and made both of us some breakfast. Not sure if Shivu will wake up any soon but I made it anyway. I made some coffee and went out to the garden to get some morning breeze.

After about 15 minutes of me embracing the nature, Shivu came out still in her pyjamas and looked worried and still sleepy. She left a sigh of relief when she saw me sitting on the bench. She took a seat beside me and leaned on my shoulder.

"Enna achi ma ?", I asked holding her hand.

"I woke up and you weren't there, so I thought you left me alone so I came searching for you", she said in her sleepy voice.

"Unna vittute naa engge ma po poren", I said hugging her sideways.

"You smell good", she said giggling.

"Now you go and get ready, I made breakfast and we're going somewhere", I told her.

"Where are we going Ash?", she asked. Obviously it's not Shivu if she didn't ask million questions.

"You will know soon kuttyma. Go get ready !", I pulled her to get up.

"How are you coming up with those cute names ?", she chuckled as she went up to get ready.

30 minutes passed, Shivu got ready and we had our breakfast together. Then, we got into the car and drive away.

"Still not going to tell me where we're going ?", she asked impatiently.

"We will be there in 2 minutes Shivu", I replied.

"There's only office buildings at this place, why are we here ?", she asked as I parked the car infront of a tall building.

"We're here, let's go baby", I said as we both stepped out of the car.

"Why ar...", Shivu started. 

"Shhhh, follow me", I interrupted and lead the way by holding her hand. She followed me silently.

We entered the building and got into the elevator and I pressed the button for 5th floor. She stared at me confusedly. I just grinned. As soon as the door opened, I said to her,

"We're here"

"The immigration office?", she asked still confused.

"Yes, we're doing it !", I said excitedly.

Her eyebrows furrowed. She asked ,

"We're doing what ?", she asked even more confused.

"We're moving to London Shivu ! Just like you said the other day. Like me and you wanted. Our company have branches there, and I already spoke to them. We can move there. We're here for the visa", I explained in excitement.

Shivu stood there frozen still processing my words I guess. Anyway I bet she's super happy with the news ! But wait, she doesn't look happy , in fact she had a look of all negative expression mixed together. What's wrong, I thought to myself .

"Shivu ? , What happened ?", I shook her shoulder bringing her back to reality.

Sivaangi's pov

I could feel my heart skipped a beat hearing him say that. What has he done ? This is definitely not something I want. I stood in front of the immigration office in complete shock.

"Shivu ? , What happened ?", Ashwin shook my shoulder bringing me back from my imagination.

"Are you okay ma ? What happened ? ", He asked again.

"I don't want this Ashwin", I said shaking my head.

"What do you mean you don't want ?", he asked me confused.

"I don't want to move anywhere. This is our home", I said in the edge of crying.

"But, didn't you say you wish we could start a family at a place like that ?", he asked me.

"I did but I didn't mean it. Why would you make a big decision without even asking me", I said a little sternly.

"We can do this Shivu , think about it . We can start a life at a new place. Be independent and free", he tried to convince me.

"No Ash, this is not right. I don't like this at all. This is our home, we don't have to move anywhere !", I said as tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Don't you want to upgrade our life ?", he asked starting to get upset.

"What about our family , friends and my singing. These are all the happiness we have here. Why would you want to leave all this behind. I'm not going anywhere. Being a singer is my dream. I wouldn't let that stop for anything.", I almost shouted.

"Singing is more important to you than me ?", he asked.

He asked the question that I never thought he would. Didn't our love started with the singing ?  Didn't he love my singing . Singing and Ashwin is equally important to me. But at that time, I was super angry on him for deciding something without even asking me, so I said,

"Yes ! Singing is more important to me,", I shouted.

I could see the heartbreak through his eyes but what he did was not right.

"Fine, if singing is more important to you , then this opportunity to more important to me. I will go without you", he said in clear anger.

I couldn't stand there and listen to those words anymore. I needed more time to process this. I didn't know what to do. I didn't bother to wait for a lift, I ran down the stairs as fast as I could and exited the building. I ran and kept running figuring out what to do or where to go.

Ashwin's pov

I sat on the chairs infront of the immigration office. I processed everything just happened. What have I done ? I thought to myself. It is my fault , I should've asked her before starting the process. I wanted this to be a surprise but didn't expect it to be a disaster instead. Why did I say that to her ? How could I move anywhere without her ? Plus I asked questioned her about singing.  Singing is a part of her, why would I ask that. I regretted every word I said.

I decided to apologize to her. I dialed her number as I waited for the lift. No answer. She's probably mad at me, I thought to myself. I drove home in hope to see her there so I could apologize and make things right but no one was home. Then, I figured maybe she went to her parents home, so I called Saranya and she said she wasn't there either. At this point, I started to panic, if she isn't there, then where is she ? My last hope was Sam, so I called him and he said , she's not there either. I kneeled down in front of the door and started crying uncontrollably. What have I done ? Where is she now ?

To be continued...